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hallucinating

"Chapter-17"

"Girl na you dey make my temperature rise if you leave me i go die i swear "

Vansh

Guilt

Hit me hard and fast

I punched the wall again and hiss at the pain went through my knuckles but that doesn't stop the guilt

It is tearing me inside the more i think about it the more i felt guilt i felt like a looser

But i felt like a coward

Coward!

I fist my hair with my hands as the cold water continues to went through me

It should erase the guilt right..? But no it's not

Nothing felt more wrong than this

Last night she managed to seduce me

She did manage

I'm regretting sleeping with her i should have refused the idea i did but who can refused the pout and her face?

I couldn't

She was vulnerable last night so so vulnerable and the things she was saying made me feel something i shouldn't feel

I felt angry

So so angry when she was saying that she don't deserve love she is unworthy

It really made me feel angry someone surely traumatised her

Because she was absolutely broken inside

And when she cried in my arms i felt my heart to squeeze

She is pure

So so pure

With ther innocent face and doe shaped eyes

So when she asked me to touch her i felt my inside to twist

I can't deny that I'm attract to her

Yes I'm

Who can resist?

She is a girl with innocence and what bother me most is her

Seductress

She is a Seductress

She does something to me whenever i saw her the way she speaks the way her hips uknowingly sway the way she smiled

As if I'm in hallucinations

I don't remember anything whenever she is around and that hurt me so much because I'm engaged

Yes I'm happily engaged to my fiancee or so i thought untill now

With riddhima around i can't focused even in certain things