𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐊𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒

𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍

inspired by the dialogue from Euphoria
"none of it was real... it was all an illusion"
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It was yours and javons 11 month anniversary
you had gotten him a hat he had always wanted
as a little gift, you were wondering what he had gotten you or if he had gotten you something
"Alright bye Noah!" you waved to your older brother Noah. He lived in an apartment not to far from your school so he would
pick you up from a bus stop near your house and
drive you to school most mornings,
you saw Javon and a smile grew on your face
as you began to walk closer to
him with a gift bag in hand
"I don't even know why your still with her bro, she was a bet from 11 months ago" one of his friends laughed "I'm ending shit with her today
dude" he smiled "What?" you asked hurt "Oh shit you in trouble man" the same
kid laughed walking away

none of it was real...

"I was bet" you asked feeling way to many emotions
"Y/N it's not like that" he panicked
"It fucking is, i literally just heard 'she was a bet from 11 months ago' don't make
me feel stupid" you quoted
his friend "Y/N you aren't anymore i swear" he had remorse laced in his voice "That's not the point Javon, the point is i was a bet and you led me on!" you placed his gift down "What's that" he asked pointing at the bag  "It was your gift for our 11 month anniversary" you sighed on the verge of tears "What did you get me?" he asked sadly "That hat you wanted the black one i got it for you" a tear rolled down your face "Oh.." you grabbed your phone and dialed your brothers number "Hey can you pick me up? somethings happened and i don't want to be at school" you sniffed waiting for his response "Ok thanks see you soon" he responded with a yes and that he'll be here soon "I love you y/n" he was almost crying as well "Well none of it was real so it doesn't matter" you grabbed your things and waited for Noah "Please let me explain y/n" he asked "I honestly don't want to hear it" you laughed sarcastically "Please" he asked once more "Final answer is no Javon" you grabbed your things getting into Noah's car "What's happened" Noah whispered
"I'll explain later" you whispered back

it was all an illusion