⟡I'm Sorry ♠⟡♠ Ashtray⟡

Done with Y'all Dressing me

      I laid in Ash's bed, not wanting to move still, he left ages ago. I'm assuming aged ago, because I've been up the past two hours, and he was already up before I got up. I feel bad just staying in his room, not only to just sleep in here, but to stay here so long after getting up too. But honestly I was just trying to forget about everything, and Ash's room seemed to help me do so. Being able to zone out and think of absolutely nothing.. Okay that's a lie, my mind fucking raced of thoughts of Ash instead. Everything Ash related, popped into my head. His scent, his voice, his actions, our time together. Than the soul crushing realization that, us, would never actually happen, but I still couldn't help but wish for a moment. I couldn't help but think that night in the closet he was going to kiss me, but than remember how he ignored the first fuckin kiss to begin with.

"So are you two like.. a thing?" I pulled the blanket off my head, Faye standing in the doorway staring at me in confusion. I narrowed my eyes at her, finally getting up from the bed.

"And I was just starting to like you." She gave me a shocked face as I made my way to my room. Trying to find something nice to wear for later today. I personally, was fine with my normal clothes, but it was Maddy's birthday so I figured to at least slightly dress up for the occasion.

"Your so mean, I thought we were friends." I could tell she was joking, causing me to smile.

"Acquaintances. And if you ever ask me that in front of him, I will murder you." I grinned back at her, her rolling her eyes playfully at me.

"Ask what in front of who?" I blinked, trying to recover my shocked expression quickly as Ash stood in the doorway. Faye and I looked at each other, almost reactively before turning back at the door.

"She-"

"Shut up." He raised a brow, narrowing his eyes at me as I turned around and continued throwing clothes out of the dresser, clearly not wanting to make eye contact with him.

"Could-... Hey.." I stopped and looked back, one of my shirts draped over Faye's head, other variety of clothes scattered about. I turned back, ignoring her as I went back to digging for some clothes.

"Aight so, ignoring the last question. New question, why are you throwing your clothes everywhere?" I closed that draw, opening the one under it.

"Maddy's birthday is tonight, I'm trying to find something to wear." I states simply.

"What's wrong with half the shit you just threw on the floor?" I looked back at him blankly.

"Believe it or not I do like dressing up every so often." I laughed and half scoffed, going back to digging for clothes.

"Just not as exposing as Maddy dresses me."

"Oh, you could borrow something of mine." I stopped, turning back slowly at Faye before looking at her clothes. I deadpanned, shaking my head at her.

"Nope." Ash laughed out from the doorway, as I could almost hear Faye roll her eyes.

"Just.. Come here." I looked back, Faye grabbing my arm and led me out of the room.

"No, no I'm good. I'll just-Ash." I looked back as he crossed him arms leaning against the door frame. She dragged me down stairs, going to the laundry room as she pulled her duffle back off the hook on the wall. She started digging in, finally pulling out a white dress. She sets that off to the side, going back to rummaging through the bag. I raised a brow, her finally pulling out a small black bundle.

"Come on." She grabbed the items, going back to drag me throughout the house. Fez watched us as we walked by, me mouthing a 'help me' on the way by. We made our way back up stairs, Ash still standing there as he looks up from him phone for a second. His eyes looking at the clothes in her hand. Faye shoos him back, clothing the door on him before turning back to me.