𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙎𝙐𝙉 𝙂𝙊𝙀𝙎 𝘿𝙊𝙒𝙉 ⟡ 𝙏𝙒𝙎𝙏

𝙄 𝘿𝙀𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙑𝙀 𝙏𝙊 𝘽𝙇𝙀𝙀𝘿

╰┈➤𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐲

𝐈 𝐩𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 '𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞

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My moments of dread were always near them. 

Looking back now I should've listened to the others. I shouldn't have agreed to become their friend. Now looking at my bruised knuckles I just wish I had the courage to just leave them for good. I've always been told I'm too nice for my own good, but what can I do? Am I just supposed to leave others to suffer? To be honest I'm not even nice it's just for reputation everything is. It'd be selfish to not help others, I don't want to seem selfish.

Remembering the time we almost set a third year on fire, is probably the first time I realized my friends are maniacs. I mean I don't mind them, but they always bug me to do things with them that I don't want to do. Of course, I oblige since we are friends but that is starting to drive me crazy. Like no I don't want to go steal the house wardens' pillows at 2 am, I'm still going to go anyway though.

Glaring at that foul cat is all I can do right now. I wonder why we're even learning this stuff again. Did no one here learn this already? I suppose it is best to pay attention though for all I know there could be some random project I don't even know the details to. Looking back down at my notes I realize how sloppy they are, filled with tic-tac-toe games I played myself, and gigantic scribbles all over. I mean what's the point of having nice notes if you're not even gonna read them. 

I flinched slightly when someone poked me. That was so embarrassing. My heart rate is probably so high, honestly, they can probably hear my heart racing. I mean who does that?! Who pokes someone in the middle of a lecture just to say their notes look weird. I swear that Floyd kid is on his last straw. I want to punt him in the face every time he says something about my notes or my fucked up haircut. It's not my fault that Ruggie sucks at alchemy. He literally burnt it off so I had to get a weird haircut!

Anyway moving on since history is about to end, I'm about to book it to gym class so I have time to change. I don't get how people get there late with no worries and still change in time.

 Today is the worst.

We're using our brooms today. I swear my hands are so damn sweaty they're going to slip off one day. I hate how Mr. Vargas calls us out, sometimes I wish he would just give out small pointers quietly instead of shouting them. Don't get me wrong I can use a broom pretty well if I do say so myself. It's still nerve-wracking though he literally tells you your mistake in front of the whole class. I know he has no ill intentions but come on man at least say it discretely. I feel bad for Ashengrotto the most though. I mean anyone would, he's always in the back of the class struggling. Honestly, it's surprising Mr. Vargas hasn't said anything yet. Maybe he knows Ashengrotto is embarrassed or something.

Holy hell.

It's my turn to fly, the whole class is watching. What if I make a mistake in front of everyone. 

Concentrate Concentrate Concentrate

I did a little flip I think that's adequate. Wait but what if people think I'm trying to show off or they think I believe I'm better than them. I really can't do this anymore. I caught Ashengrottos' stare from the corner of my eye and tried to smile at him. I doubt it looked very nice though. 

"Ashengrotto and Jing stay after class please"

"Yes sir.."

I'm not sure if he even wants me to respond so I'm just gonna keep quiet. He shouldn't have called us out like that, what did we even do?! This is so embarrassing. I want to disappear. This seriously can't be happening. Does he even know how embarrassing it is to walk into class late?? Bro Imagine having to knock on the door too I'd probably pass away. 

Walking back to the changing room, I notice Ashengrottos' eyes glancing towards me from time to time while changing. We both walked toward Mr. Vargas when we finished. I arrived a little before him though. It doesn't look like he's good with physical activities. 

"Good now that you are both here! I have noticed that you Ashengrotto seem to be struggling a bit with broom handling."

HE JUST NOW NOTICED???

I saw Ashengrotto look down. Wow, way to make me feel bad for him alright. Wait so why am I here then. Don't tell me I have to help him or something. Well, I suppose this would be a good chance to have my first victim.

"I'd like Jing here to assist you in practicing with a broom. You guys should meet up at least twice a week after school to practice."

"Very well.."

"I've noticed you two for a while now have stayed away from others so please take this as a chance to expand your horizons."

THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING

WHAT DOES HE EVEN MEAN BY NEW HORIZONS??

"Okay"

Lord help me I should've added sir I sound so disrespectful right now. Though I guess I should give it to him he is pretty thoughtful Mr. Vargas isn't that bad I suppose.

"Yes sir"

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