Warm blanket of loneliness
Thrown over to my body
It feels like home and hurt bottled in mess
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Everyday i get home
Things are the same not even an inch moved
I step towards my bed and nothing's wrong
I lay on my side with my back facing the world
Not wanting to see others who aren't dealing the same
My eyes wide open and hollow
When someone wraps their arms from behind me
They hit home and reality
Slight tinge of my sighs with small drops of tears from agony
They tell me i am okay and meant to be alone
I say i know and close my eyes like every day
and accept this unsettling warmth
