𝓼𝓴𝓲𝓷 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓫𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓼

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I want to look perfect, but not the way others think. I want to be perfect for myself, maybe if I alter my looks enough, I'll finally love myself the way I should.

Can I ever be skinny and pretty enough for myself? I've lost a lot of weight in the last year, and I love myself more with every
pound I lose. The real question here is, if I reach my weight goal, will I finally be enough for myself?

I hope I will, cus I love how bony I've become. I love that I can fit into xs sized clothes.

But I lose a shit ton of hair every time I brush, I'm always shivering, I don't remember the last time I took a dump, my nails are brittle, I get dizzy all the time. My memory is really shitty overall, might be cus of my depression, but could also be cus of the low nutrition. Who tf knows at this point.

09.10.21