I am trying so hard
Why can't you see?
It's so suffocating
I can not breathe...
My pleas unheard
My whimpers shut up
I want to shout but it's all just mixed up.
Is it that hard to just let me go?
Away from, your expectations and your weird goals?
I dont want to spend my life doing what you want
Things that are there just to haunt.
When did I hand over my reins to you?
Weren't they mine....?
Since when do you control me?
You messed up big time!
You think I am here to be you slave?
Working for you, just doing the do?
I know you dont want me to be aware
My life's master's who?
You just want me to be alive
But guess who know's now?
Would never stop me if I were to take the dive.
It's me who gets the reins it's to me that you will now fucking bow!
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A/N: Sometimes don't you guys just feel that you living just for other people, doing something you don't love at all?
Before it's too late, just f the controller and get your reins back !
