Against the Reality (BxB) (OMEGAVERSE)

1. The usual

"She's... she's 7 months pregnant. I'm so sorry, Kelly..." He was kneeling and crying at me. Vane, was my lover for 4 years. But oh boy. I thought I didn't need all the daddy issues or cheating issues when I met him. I just laughed for being pathetic. 4 years, he had to sleep with someone else. I want to slap him but that's just too much effort and I'm too lazy for that. 7 months ngayon lang niya naisip na sabihin sa akin? Hahaha. Fucker.

"You fucked her because she was in heat? Ha, 4 years Vane. 4 fucking years and you ruined it with just one night, one fucking night!" I was just laughing because this is ridiculous. That's why I didn't put my heart in my hand. I knew this would happen. He's an alpha and I was just a mere beta. I knew this would happen but it still fucking hurt. I wouldn't want him to not take responsibility, I saw how my best friend go through that. I wouldn't want anyone to suffer that.

He was crying."I'm sorry... don't leave me please." He was pleading na parang ako pa yung may kasalanan kung bakit nangyayari sa amin ito ngayon.

Nagpanting tenga ko but I'm so fucking tired of all the bullshit. "You're not the only alpha I can be with. Just leave, Vane." He didn't let me go nakayakap siya sa bewang ko habang nakaluhod.

"Please... please, I'm so sorry. I know I'm an asshole. I love you so much Kelly. Kahit yun lang paniwalaan mo."

I scoffed. My heart was breaking but it's okay, it'll be fine. Just like always it will always be fine. My mother was a beta and my father is an alpha. Hindi ko nga alam kung paano ako nabuo. May mga chances daw kasi na ganon. But they still drifted apart. My dad cannot leave his way of thinking. So he left us. He left my mom broken and ruined. I shook my head. "Just go, Vane. She needs you, you have to be a responsible father." I didn't want to ask anymore why and how it happened. I didn't need the fucking detail on how he broke my fucking trust and how our relationship got ruined. I lit a cigarette. He won't even budge.

"Kelly, please..."

I gather all my strength then pushed him hard. "Fuck off, Vane. We're over." Sabi ko saka ako umalis sa condo ko. Oo nandito kami pero ako aalis. Ayokong kasama siya sa isang lugar. I went to Carlisle's bar.

  "Hugo, give me hard." Sabi ko pag ka upo sa stool. I looked around, I need a good fuck. I need this off of my veins. I don't want to tell Rhythm Lane about this, he already has too many things to take care.

"Thanks, Hugo. Now I need a good laid after this." Kinindatan ko siya. He's a beta too. Lagi kasi ako dito simula nung nag open to tapos nung umalis si Lane ng bansa. Carlisle well he was a college friend. Tapos nagkita nalang kami ulit sa isang event. I am an event organizer pero paiba-iba kasi ako ng lugar kaya.

"Where's Grael?" I asked Hugo the bartender. That's Carlisle second name. Carlisle Grael Avis.

"Wala pa po, baka mamaya pa po ang dating." Tumango na lang ako at lumaklak ng hawak kong alak. Maya maya I roamed my eyes. I hated that I wasn't an omega, I hated that I can't smell pheromones. I hated that I was a mere beta.

"Hey you look lonely. Wanna come with me?"A guy who's taller than me said. He's clearly interested. Dapat kasi nag stay na lang ako sa ganito. Why do I have to make my life complicated with all the unnecessary feelings and all.

"You're beta too?" I said ubos na yung order ko.

"No. I'm an alpha." I just shrugged. Who cares? This is just a one night fuck.

"Okay, can you do it in bathroom?" Then the next thing I know he was thrusting inside me. Maingay naman kaya okay lang. Ako lang malakas ang loob na gumawa ng ganto dito. Maybe because I know the owner. After he cums four times, pinaalis ko na siya. I was still sitting in the bathroom stall, I lit a cigarette. What the hell. I thought he was wearing condom. Nakakatamad pa naman maglinis. Nagulat pa ako nung may pumasok sa stall at tumulak sa pintong kinaroroonan ko.

"Occupied." Sabi ko.

"What the heck, Kelly? Stop smoking here." Grael said. I opened the door. Hindi ko pa nga naayos damit ko e.

"What? I just had sex so of course I will smoke." Walang paki na sabi ko. He always see me like this. He knew I was like this since college days. He will always clean up my mess. He will nag pero di niya ako matitiis. He's in love with Lane. Stupid.

Nakita kong kumuyom yung palad niya. "Ha. You... Are you cheating on Vane? Kelly come on." Natigilan ako. Nawala yung ngisi ko sakaniya. The mere mentioning of his name was enough to ruin my mood.

"No, tapos na kami."

"W-what?"

Bingi lang? Paulit-ulit? Nakakayamot ito. "I said we're over." Saka ko tinapon yung sigarilyo ko at sinuot yung pants ko. Iniwan ko na siya doon. Bahala ka diyan. Ayoko pa umuwi. I scrolled through my phone. I'll call anyone at this point who'd fuck me until morning. 

''Hello, Psalm. Busy? Do you wanna fuck--'' Someone took my phone out of the blue. Literal na napanganga ako. Pagtingin ko it was Grael. 

''What the hell are you doing, Kellany Yztorza?!'' He freaking yelled at me. The audacity to interfer!

''Why are you meddling, Grael?! You never do this! Why?!'' 

"You just had a break up! Do not tell me it didn't hurt you because that was 4 years, Kellany! That's not something you can brush off!"

I scoffed and laughed. Ridiculous. I slapped him. He was too stunned to move his head back. I know, I was never the one who would hurt anyone or Grael for that matter. I just... I'm tired,"I don't care about your opinion, Grael. I wouldn't die from a break up. You knew I was always like this. Do not act like you have the right to interfer. You're just a friend." The moment that words I instantly regretted it when I saw the look on his eyes. Oh God. Damn you, Vane. Damn you!

"Friend... Okay." Then he walked out on me. Oh my God. What did I do. I was blaming others for my misfortunes. I was hurt so I hurt others too and that was unfair.