I won't kill myself
Because I don't want my cousin to take anymore time off school
She's already had a letter home
I won't kill myself
Because my mum's stressed enough
She doesn’t need to plan a funeral
I won't kill myself
Because my friends need their alevels
And they won't get a free pass
I won’t kill myself
because my best friend won’t have someone to move in with
Who would teach her how to do the laundry?
I won't kill myself
Because I don't want my love to cry themselves to sleep knowing I can't hold them and that I can't tell them the pain will end
My death won't happen to me
I am dead
My death will happen to my cousin,
My mum,
My friends,
My sweetheart
I won't be afflicted
But they will
