To That Gray That be Dull

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I've seen a lot of people in my life
All of them had a reason to cry
I've been jealous of this shade of
Sadness for so long
that I started to get
Lost in my lies.
I've always been listening people
Talking about their "jinsei"¹
That I always thought mine was
So dull Hiding behind a mirror
Of indifference, trying to know what
My tears are about

Raining, raining trying to bring colours
In my heart For someone I
Await, oh wait! Have I even someone
To await?
Cloudy, cloudy holding this dream with fingertips.
Struggling to hear a voice

In eternal silence or darkness
I just wanted to know

"Is it normal to cry for no reason?"

To that gray that become dull,
I wanted to write something before
All turns black.
And before my life all my life turns gray
I wanted to hear someone's voice so bad.

I'm losing my sight, how irony
Denigrating the child I have been.
Give me back my hearing and
My sight

And let me
Watch the
World from its
BRIGHT side.

¹ ʲⁱⁿˢᵉⁱ ᵐᵉᵃⁿˢ ˡⁱᶠᵉ

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