Random Thoughts

Lazy

Call it a burn out
In all honesty I'm already out

Do I have a reason to tell why?
That I don't know that I'm feeling high

I'm not that kind of using that high
For stating about neglecting myself and why

Task were pilled up one by one
Almost that I can't choose the first one

It's because they're too many
That I still can't think of any

I'm always out of focus
I need that magic pow-kuz

I want to sleep all day
That I don't wanna get up anyway

I'm just being existedly nonsense
For I always hid my presence

There's no need for security
When I always had been insecurity

I felt the others empathy
And might have some pitifully

I'm overwhelmed in tiredness
While I want my fulfilments of fullness

Let thyself fight the against exhaustion
While I can't get rid the deterioration

I'm always hanging myself over
As things can't get any better

Sometimes I'm flown with jealousy
Meanwhile I'm shattered so easily

I wish that I could change
Somehow it's hard to be the change

A mind that fills hypocrisy
It's my right for its my democracy

How can I be more shameless
When I always hold on with careless

Nothing I just wanna let you know
This person is lazy as you should know.