That night on the terrace was the last time I saw you smile
Was the last time I heard your voice
But these voices grew stronger and powerful and for a moment I completely forgot who I was.
I am sorry love. I am so sorry.
I don't deserve to miss you. I don't even deserve to think about you.
I am sorry for pushing you.
They blame you for your death.
They think you were the one who killed yourself.
But it was all my fault.
I killed you.
The voices which I tried to control whole my life, defeated me for that moment on the terrace. They told me to push you and I did. I saw horror and betrayal on your face when you fell. And I will never forgive myself.
I never deserved your love.
I deserve to be in a mental facility.
But I have lost the chance to get fixed.
Soon these voices are going to take full control on me.
Before that happens, before I hurt anyone else, I have to stop these voices in my head and there is only one way.
I find myself standing on the parapet of the same terrace you fell from. I look down. Falling from a 50-story building will definitely kill me. That's what I want.
Strong cold wind hits my face.
I take one long breath and...
I jump
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Voices
Mystery / Thriller"I find myself in front of your grave once again. How long do I have to go through this suffering?"