Tuesday April 21

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I missed yesterday on purpose , one because it's 4/20 and it's technically a holiday and two nothing happened really . But today , today Mick wouldn't leave me alone . He kept staring at me , pushing my laptop down , and plain out distracting me from doing work . But it was better that not talking to him for another day .. He asked me a question I really struck me ;
"What's wrong ?"
Honestly , I don't know what's wrong . I know I say "idk" a lot , but I really didn't know today . Because I didn't feel right talking to him then , that was WRONG . I said I don't like him , WRONG . I didn't feel good , technically I lied to him 3 times ... I feel horrible now that I think about it . Why didn't I tell him what was wrong , I feel like a total bitch . I had a chance for someone to be there for me , I didn't take it . I feel so stupid , what is wrong with me ?!?
I just don't know what to do now ...

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