SCARS

" I miss you💔"

*WARNING⚠️*- mentions of dr*gs,angst,sm*king,m*rder,ab*se,ect. If you aren't comfortable with these things pls leave.                                             Kokonoi's POV*.       I felt numb. Broken even. It had felt like within a matter of seconds my life had completely crumbled ,even if it had been almost 2 years.. I cried every night hating myself for what I've done and what I couldn't do. My wife,my family I've failed you . " I'm so sorry" I said as my throat felt like it was burning and the pent up tears falling from my eyes. Almost 2 years without you has completely destroyed what we once called "Family ". Mikey has isolated himself shutting out absolutely everyone and put himself even more into work, sanzu can't do anything but release his anger out by murdering people and intoxicating himself in drugs, Ran and Rindou can barely take care of themselves anymore ,kakucho is in the same position as I am, Takeomi is smoking his life away , and the children..oh our poor kids .. they don't even smile around us anymore. They couldn't handle the pain and pressure of the neglecting and past tense ab*se, but also losing you and sora hurt them for life . They don't even look at us anymore.. to them, we are nothing but the past. To them we are not their fathers, but monsters . "I hate this . I want What we had back. I want our family back, we're broken without you, we have no guidance and no will to live when you're not here.. pls I beg you.. come back " I sobbed exhaustingly as I slowly started dozing off  ,knowing they would never comeback. Our family is GONE.   ————————————————————————