One-Sided Feelings Hurt

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The feeling when you love someone,
Someone who isn't blood related to you,
Who was the one once you didn't knew existed,
The one who is now so much important to you,
The one whose smile means alot to you,
It matters so much that you can't imagine a life without them,
A day without them,
Feels like an eternity,
It feels as if youre intoxicated,
Intoxicated with their each and every move,
To an extent that you can even predict their next move,
The one who you are addicted to.

But when you realise it's reality,
And the person whom you loved doesn't see you the same way you did,
It hurts,
It hurts so bad,
That you wish you'd never woke up from youre dream,
The utopian dreamland,
It doesn't matter if the person is still with you or not,
But it hurts,
Their existence just beside you,
Living with the one they loved,
it hurts alot,
But still you can't get over the feeling of loving their soul,
Heart and even their finding perfection in their imperfections.

It was once magical,
but then it turned tragical,
Tragical enough that the feeling
of love ruined your plans,
Your future,
Tragical enough that you can't share your feelings with anyone,
It hurts,
As if the heart is set on fire,
It burns,
it beats,
Does flips inside your soul,
Then turns cold,
turns emotionless,
And reaction less.

And that's when you realise this is Life,
And the expectations never meet the theory of the world known as the 'Reality'

-Aarna

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