For them who saw my announcement.
I really lost her. 💔
She isn't my friend anymore. I cried hardly and draw this to calm down my nerves.
(The words there where the last before I ran of crying like a jerk)
I have a huge fear of loss, for what happened to me trough my life. So she was like one of the last friends I ever made and ever will make. I don't want to damage my heart any more as it already is.
Yeah, it's nothing new to me loosing someone.
Hmpf-