Dsmp Oneshot-ish/discontinued/

punishment 🥀

Type:angst
Summary:after dream killed and revived tommy his punishment is a little to harsh
⚠️warning⚠️
Self harming
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sam pov
Dream was in chains because we were in the community house since he just knows how to traumatiz kids alright "dream why did you do?" Sapnap says in a harsh tone I look at dream looks confused as hell he was shielding his eyes "dream stop making this worse for your self" I say

Back in the  all after a bit
Dream pov
Stupid smp I lay here till death I guess which I don't mind because I stopped eating on the first month sleep never I just go back to laying but now I get regularly beaten up or something but I'm entirely numb I went to do something new for once I grab a book and start to write
I don't know what to write but I guess what happened today so apparently everyone on the smp got closer to Tommy now I get beaten up on on a daily basis only potatoes once every two weeks (a little too harsh if you ask me) and they don't heal me unless it's alot of damage I can die from so I guess I can cut again (but yet again they never notice me cutting myself) I started cutting the first month I was in here
- :/ (I like that more then the smile)
I re-read what I wrote and I like it it's a good enough not like anyone's going to read it I grab a sharp obsidian shard and not 1 not 2 or 3 but 4 cuts up my upper thigh it's not like they care
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Two days later
So I 'woke' up by sam shouting at me shuch an amazing way to 'wake' up but I got my daily beaten I thought it was going to be worse but I acted like I was in pain since I'm entirely numb so yeah.
And I want to write this down since why not:I don't really like green any more I like a reddish colour reminds of blood

(The colour)
And the smiley is no more :/ I like it better shows how I feel most of the time but that's all I got to write
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I enjoy to write this though I'm probably going to grow bored of writing sooner or later when I was about to take the obsidian shard out the lava was going down do I have a vister? On the puffy as she stepped into the cell her eyes showed disgust and more "I thought you would turn out good not this" she says I roll my eyes trying to show fake emotions
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When she left
Maybe I could write her visit I grab the book and pencil? And started to write
Puffy came to visit just her saying how much of a bad person I am or I'm a mistake or a moster nothing to interesting I just thought of writing this down
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I finally grab the obsidian shard and did five cuts on both my arms and two on my legs putting it back I pretend to be asleep

Morning time
Sam pov
I was about to wake dream up for his daily beating but I decided to look around the cell to only find books and pens plus pencils and an obsidian shard covered in blood? Whatever I preceded to wake the prisoner up

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Dream pov
Today was different then yesterday since sam looked around the cell but he didn't care about what he saw
Sam looked around the cell today I know he saw the shard since it's in a completely new place like right next to the chest soo yeah oh and I think he didn't look through the book specially this one
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I like that I look at the clock to see it 7:46 am I grab another book to draw in I smiled at at the drawing it was pretty good sam said I had a vister again at 10:23 am so in 37 minutes and 2-3 hours maybe
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When the visitors got there
I heard the lava go down and saw most of the smp there? I quickly put the obsidian shaft away since I just managed to cut up my legs "dream" I turn to tubbowhile grabbing both of my books drawing and the one I write in and decided to draw "dream look at us" he says I put the book down "we need to look around the cell so niki will do it" tubbo carries on saying niki steps in and starts to look through the chest she pulled out the obsidian shard out "what is the dream" she says "oh just y'know an obsidian shard" I say she only puts it back she went back explaining what she saw I grab the book I write into but before I could write into it I was interrupted "dream what do you use the shard for?" Niki says I just stare thinking of an excuse "why?" I say "are you trying to escape with it?" Niki says I shake my head after the left I start to write
So the smp came to inspect the cell they are terrible at it no books were open but they did find the shard but they don't think I cut I mean it's hard to tell with all the blood bruises and scars about my body but I think I'll start to cut around my hips but yeah things have gotten 'worse' since food Is next week and normally someone will need food by  now like me I had a system to eat every Tuesday but that's fine I puked most of it up
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Yeah I really hope no one reads this I grab the obsidian shard and start to cut up my waist

Tubbo pov
I was confused for dream but he deserves it right? I don't know I just have a bad feeling

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Sam pov
I went into the dreams cell a bit early since its 5:25 am just because some of the smp was concerned for him I stood infront of the lava getting the same feeling of guilt? The lava lowers I saw dream doing something with the shard it was on his body I quickly thrown and ender pearl in side his cell now that I get a close look at him he had cuts all over his body  his legs upper thighs arms and waist I grab it quickly so he can't do much more damage to himself "dream wth are you doing!?" I shout Dream didn't respond actually he just managed to get the shard back "why are you here?" He says putting the shard away and picking up a book writing I'm guessing that's what he's doing I leave to tell the rest

Dream pov
Well I've been caught with cutting but they won't do anything right?
I was just cutting up my waist at 5:23 am I'm guessing I was doing that for a minute or two since when sam came it was 5:25 I know it's early but I'm hoping he won't tell anyone else about this I must of been really distracted cutting myself that I didn't hear the lava go down
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I sigh knowing he will tell someone maybe them all but I quickly grab the shard and cut 5 times on both my legs and thighs 3 on my arms 2 on my waist I put it back cause I know they will be more cautious now

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Next day
My daily beaten is done with for to day I think Sam is on vacation and everything so some one else did it I acted in pain though I felt nothing I'm glad it wasn't sam since he might ask me questions and that to me is absolute torture and I got two raw potatoes I think it's monday so tomorrow I'll 'eat' hopefully I won't throw up but I don't chose to throw it up my body does
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I put it back and start to cut up my waist legs arms and wrists quickly putting it back since this time I heard the lava go down I saw the smp "dream show us your arms" puffy says I pull up my sleeves "wtf dream what is this??" I look up to see tommy "oh all my cuts theres more on my legs some on my wrist and waist" I say "how long have you been doing this" puffy say "first month" I say I'm definitely writing this down
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