You're Supposed To Be//Billie Eilish

chapter 38

billies pov:

"baby, we need to hurry up."

i heard wills voice through the closed bathroom door. we needed to go to the premier of my new movie the world's a little blurry but we were late.

might have been my fault but what can i do when i just want to stay cuddled up with will in bed the whole day. she's really comfy.

i swung the door open and was greeted with my stunning girlfriend. i still can't get it in my head that we're officially together.

i knew, i had said that i wanted things to go slow before but i just couldn't resist to make will mine as soon as i got the chance to.

"what are you thinking about?"

she chuckled.

"i just can't believe you're mine."

i said and walked closer to her, pulling her in my arms. i pulled her in by her waist and she slung her arms around my neck.

"you look so good, right now."

"that's all you, love."

wills outfit ^

billies outfit ^

i lifted up her hat and placed a kiss on her forehead.

"alright, let's go."

she pecked my lips before taking her hat back. i grabbed my thick jacked and put on my bucket hat.

"c'mon sharky."

i called out and he soon ran to us. i put on his leash and we left my apartment and got in my car. shark had to sit in the back and i threw my jacket in wills lap.

"yeah sure, i can hold that for you."

she said sarcastically as i laughed.

"sorry, can you hold that for me?"

"of course, baby."

i gave her a short kiss and started the engine.

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"this is a sick location."

will said after we had arrived on a hill from where you could see all over la. it was decorated with fairy lights and looked overall really pretty.

as soon as i left the car and let shark jump outside i was surrounded by at least ten people.

"billie, you're late."

danny came running to me.

"sorry. i got caught up."

"it's alright. you have to hurry up though. ben, samantha and rob are waiting for you in the tent."

"okay, thanks. are my mom and finneas already here?"

"yeah or at least i think so."

"okay thanks. c'mon sharky."

i pulled a little on his leash as i made my way over to my stylists and makeup artist.

"will? you coming?"

i turned around to see her walking a few meters behind me. she seemed uncomfortable and a little out of place. and she was still holding my jacket for me.

she made a little run when i called her as i pouted.

"you didn't have to hold my jacket, baby."

"it's fine. come on, you gotta get ready."

we entered the small tent and were immediately met with new people. i saw will get even more nervous in the corner of my eye.

"hey, you can look for mom or finneas if you want."

she eagerly nodded.

"okay."

i chuckled lightly.

"and could you take care of shark for me."

"yeah, of course i can do that."

"thank you, my love."

we exchanged the leash for the jacked before will waved at me and walked outside again. i watched her walk away in complete awe.

this was really my girlfriend.

god damn, i was one lucky girl.

a sudden voice directly next to my ear took me back to reality.

"billie, you there?"

my makeup artist rob chuckled.

"yeah sorry."

i hugged him and sat down in front of the big mirror. i went on my phone blushing at my lock screen.

it was a picture of will from our first date. she threw her head back in laughter as she had paint all over her face.

cutie.

a few minutes later finneas entered the tent as well and got his hair and makeup done. i got ready for camera in record time and soon stood outside again.

"billie, it's the same as when you rehearsed. you drive up the hill slowly, park behind finneas and walk out to the chair and you will perform ilomilo. please remember to keep your headlights on. then the interview with zane, yeah, you know how it goes."

i nodded along to what danny said before i got ready in my car. i watched people around me set everything up before i got the sign to go.

everything went as planned and i was so happy to share this movie with my babies. i was also horrified but, y'know.

i performed ilomilo with finneas and i really enjoyed it. i mean, i haven't been able to perform in such a long time because of corona. and even if the people who were watching weren't right next to me, i knew they could see me at this exact moment and that was what made me so happy.

the interview with zane went really well too. he asked me a lot of questions and i always answered honestly. interviews weren't my favorite thing, like in general, but this one was really okay and i kind of even enjoyed it.

lastly i had to say a personal message from inside my car to the viewers and then the cameras went of.

and also my movie was out, like right now.

my hands were slightly shaking after i got out of my car because i just now realized that everything in that movie was now exposed to the whole world.

"good job, billie."

danny was the first on to approach me.

"thank you."

i smiled. i then saw mom and finneas behind him and went to hug them both.

"i'm so scared."

i whispered while chuckling as they both laughed.

"everything's gonna be fine, billie."

finneas said and mom soothingly stroked my back. i looked around trying to find my baby but i couldn't see her.

"where's will?"

"she went to get one of sharks toys shortly after the interview was done."

mom replied.

"oh look, there she is."

finneas said right after my mom. i turned around to see will jogging behind shark who was excited to see me.

"hi, sharky boy. you good, yes?"

i babbled in a baby voice as bent down to pet his head. i looked up again to find will smiling at me shyly.

"hello."

i still spoke in a weird voice which made her laugh.

"hello baby."

i wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed her nose. i could still see her blush through the dark.

"did i do okay?"

i needed some confirmation from her too.

"you did amazing, you looked amazing and you sang amazing. overall, you were amazing."

her words instantly brought me reassurance as i bit my lip.

"thank you."

i suddenly noticed that i had totally forgotten what i was even here for and that the movie was out.

she always had this calming effect on me and i loved it.

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hope that was okay... we're slowly getting there, guys. i don't even know what i mean with there but things will come.

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