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Exhausted//M!Pinkie pie

WARING: self-exhaustion

SUBJECT: Fluff, augst

Modern Au

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You did know why but you felt tired.

You wanted sleep yet you couldn't, you wanted to come out of bed but you felt so drawn to it, you just wanted to...

What's the point

You stared at you ceiling before throw the covers over your head and embraced dark warmth, why? Why? Why?
You kept chanting in you head.

You knew all to well this feeling wasn't foreign to you, you felt it almost all the time, the problem here was why did it feel much worse than the other times?, Why did it hurt so much more?, Feelings aren't physical things but even though it pained you more than you thought it would

You didn't realize it but tears slowly made their way down you flushed face, you turned to the side still with the blanket over your head

You just couldn't explain it

The stream of tears became more heavy as your lips weavered, this feeling in your chest made so many dents you could barley contain yourself, you clutched your sheets tightly, letting out a shakey breath

Why?

«•°•.•°•.•°•.•»

2 hours since the breakdown, you still laid in you been with a lifeless expression, even though you let yourself go your chest still felt heavy, it still hurt and you had no idea on how to make yourself feel better

Your weren't exactly the best at touchy feely kind of stuff even with yourself

How pathetic can I get

Suddenly heard a knock on your door

You did feel like answer and just waited for the person to leave, sadly that did happen they knocked once more but you didn't reply, you knew you locked your door so no one could bother you so it was a matter of ignoring

"[Name]"

Your breath hitched when you heard the familiar voice, but like before you ignored him

Why was he here at a time like this?

"[Name] please, open the door"

Tears threatened to spill once more as you heard his disparation as he spoke

"I just want to talk" he spoke again, "but if you don't want to that's fine, I'll wait here till you feel like it" he added

You couldn't see him but you felt him smile not a happy smile but a sad one just by his voice, you could tell

it was rare to even hear him like that, like ever

And the fact that it was you causing him to sound like that made you more sick in the stomach.

Berry rested his head on the door as he waited, he knew he might wait longer than expected but it was worth it for you

A minute passed and he heard the door lock click, slowly it opened reveling his beloved's red face and sore eyes, was she crying?

He didn't like this one bit, been worried because he couldn't get through to you for what felt like years and seeing you in this condition just broke him.

you looked to the side avoiding his tense glare, you felt like you hadn't seen him like forever but here he was, why? Because you were ignoring his texts and calls

Suddenly the young man pulled you into a tight hug, it been 2 weeks since he had you in his arms, he couldn't bare another day, he just couldn't.

"Berry?…" You breathed out as he squeezed you body more, that headache you had earlier started returning as hot tears slide down your face, you hugged him back just as tight

The time you spent apart really took a toll on you, "I'm sorry" you whispered, "I'm so sorry" the tear flow just wouldn't stop, you'd thought you already got rid of you waterworks but you were so mistaken, you cried more than before

Berry's shirt was becoming stained with your tears but he didn't mind...not one bit

"Don't apologize, it isn't your fault" he whispered in your ear, then he pulled away from your hug a bit to get a glimpse of your face

You looked up from his chest meeting his light blue eyes, only they weren't filled with joy and happiness as they usually were, no, they filled worry

He caressed your cheeks with his thumb and smiled, "You can't control what you feel from time to time, and that's okay, you don't always have to be perfect, no one is" your eyes slightly widen at his statement

"But..." You looked down, "Aren't I just a burden—"

You gasped as his lips collided with yours, the kiss only lasted for a mere second

He placed his head in your shoulder "You aren't and will never be a burned to me, not in a million years, if anything your one of the main reasons i smile all the time" he placed one of his hands on you waist and the other stayed on you back, then pulled you closer

"With out you..." He paused, and nuzzled his head deeper into the crock of your neck, "wouldn't be the same"

You frowned when you heard his voice crack, but he was right he brought as much sunlight in you life than you did him, if you so him in the same state you'd probably react
The same way and cry more than he would

This ridiculous why were you even sad in the first place...

Oh yeah, now I remember

You leaned into his touch and closed you eyes.

Now I remember why i was so down, it's funny how got so worked up over a little fight with my parents

They don't appreciate all I do for them and tossed me aside will the praised my sister, they offen did that, practically my whole life

Tell me how I should try more, be more like my sister, be someone I'm not...

They never paid attention to me cause I wasn't born in their imagine, I didn't want to follow their path the chose for me, that's what led them to despising the person I became

That's why I always felt like a burned, they thought if me as one why shouldn't I have done the some.

But I should have realized it doesn't matter what they think, because this my life not theirs, i chose my life's path not them, plus I already have someone who loves me for me as I do him

You and berry cuddled in your bed, just enjoying one another's presence

So if there's one thing I thank my parents for is making me the woman I am today

You closed eyes and drifted to sleep with a faint smile placed on your features

I probably wouldn't have met him if I was their obedient puppy

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So not to bad right?

Okay shut up and stop cringing, I'll get the hang of this
New account of mine

Other one is Neon_sleep

Anyway hope you liked this, I correct me
If I did any wrong spells feel free, but if it comes

Of as rude I'll find you won't have don't worry about your being alone when you sleep 🙂