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Chapter 11!

Hey, in this chapter age regression is being brought into it, if you don't know what age regression is, to sum it up quickly it's a non sexual healthy copping mechanism were people mentally regress to a younger age to help deal with trauma or stress, it's very common for people with mental health issues to age regress (I do) so if this makes you uncomfortable please leave and don't send any hate it's a copping mechanism and like I said it is completely non sexual- it is not a kink.
Thank you.

Tylers pov

Grey and Matt just finished showing me everything they brought for me and all I can say is holy cheese sticks.

They got me headphones, a phone!, loadss of shirts and jumpers and sweatshirts and shorts and jeans and joggers and shoes!

They got me a diary, a big easel, lots of different sized canvases, acrylic paints, water paints, paint brushes, pallets, sketchbooks, pencils, colour pencils, colouring books, paint pens, fidget toys, some fluffy blankets and my favourite thing; my wolfie stuffie!

We put all the clothes into the wardrobe and put all the art stuff in the spare room and matt said he ordered some decorations so we can set the room up this week and I am so excited

However we have been laying on the sofa watching tv for about a hour now but I can't focus, they told me their biggest secret and they know most of mine except the thing I haven't told anyone before

I want to tell them but I'm terrified. What if they think I'm weird and leave me or kick me out

Age regression. I know it's not something most people consider 'normal' but its just how I cope, I like being small it helps me feel safe and helps me relax and I don't have to worry about anything, I can relive the childhood I never had.

Deep breaths ty, they're gonna find out eventually might as well be now

"G-guys?" I ask shifting im greys lap so im sat in between them instead

Matt instantly pauses the tv and they both turn to me with concerned looks

"What's wrong bunny?" Grey asks

"N-nothing" i mutter taking a deep breath "it's.. I... I just" come on "I just have to tell you guys something about.. about me and I'm scared it's going to make you ha-hate me" I finish tears pooling I'm my eyes

"Baby, nothing you tell us is going to make us hate you I promise" matt says stroking his hand up and down my back

"Yeah! We could never hate you bunny, what is it?" Grey asks taking my hand in his

"Ever- ever since I was like 10 I used to get really stressed and I would be crying and then this thing would happen, I would just start to feel fuzzy and like I wasn't my age anymore like I was a kid again And it confused me but it made me feel safe and helped me calm down sometimes when I was super upset and I did some research and found it it was called impure age regression since it was involuntary and it would just happen when I was panicking or really sad and I would still be sad whilst in the headspace it was impure but I did more research and found out I could voluntarily regress so I started doing that when I get too stressed and it would help because it was like I was a kid again and I would just lay in bed and hug my pillow or draw or colour and it would help me relax and feel somewhat safe, well as safe as I could feel in that ho-house" i finish and I realise I'm sobbing and hardly breathed during my whole rant

Matt pulled me into his lap and rocked me "shhhh shhshhh it's okay, baby it's okay, we don't hate you I promise"

"Can you try and take a deep breath for my bunny?" Grey asks crouched In front of me I suck in a breath

Grey starts singing a lullaby and with him singing and Matt rocking me and whispering calming stuff to me I eventually calmed down and stoped crying

"Baby, although me and grey don't know anything about age regression we don't hate you, and we don't think your weird" Matt starts "And we are going to do some research to make sure we know everything there is to know about it so we can help you and be there for you when you want to regress!" Grey finishes

"R-really? You don't have to I can just try and not regress anymore if you don't want me to" I reassure looking between the to

"Nono, I think it sounds very cute and I would love to take care of you when your feeling like regressing" Matt says

"We both would love to take care of you and help you we just need to educate ourselves first so we can make sure we don't do anything wrong" grey adds

And then I was crying all over again but happy tears this time

"Thank you thank you thank you" I repeat over and over burying my head in matts neck as they both comforted me and I finally relaxed knowing I was safe and completely accepted for once in my life.