I always needed validation,
it makes me sound stuck up, I know, but, it's really only needed from my parents.
I always needed validation,
from my parents.
They were never proud of me, they only were if they were involved.
Involved in the winning.
They were only proud of me, if they got something out of it.
I wanted them to be proud of me, for something that I did for myself.
Sometimes, I need validation from my teachers too. I need to make them proud.
I think of some of them as my parents, they were my parent figures.
I liked making them proud, it makes me feel worth something.
Was I worth something?
I want validation, I needed validation.
