High School Lovers A HoonKi FF

Chapter Fifteen: Jealousy

Time skip a few weeks
Niki's POV

It's been a few weeks since i had my little halloween party with everyone, i'm glad everyone had fun, ever since that day we became closer than ever, we've all been hanging out after school, I even got my boot off in confirmation of the doctor, he said i still have to be careful though, and since i got my boot taken off Sunghoon has been staying at his house again, i miss him, he'd cuddle with me and even slept in my bed with me, but i feel like we've gotten distant since the halloween party, it makes me sad cause every time i ask to hangout he's busy with Jake, sometimes i think that he's starting to catch feelings for Jake but he turns around and shows affection to me, and all the negativity leaves my mind. Right now me and Sunghoon are cuddling on the couch watching a movie, that he's not even paying attention to, he's talking to Jake, out of jealousy and rage i aggressively grabbed the remote and turned off the T.V, "Why'd you turn off the tv so aggressively?" Sunghoon said locking his phone and putting it in his pocket, "Because, you're not even watching it.." I said as I sat up, "Niki baby what's wrong.." he said as he put his hand on my shoulder, I smacked it away, "Don't.." I said as tears started to well up in my eyes, "Don't what?" I could tell he was shocked, i never reject him like that, "Don't try to be my boyfriend now..." my voice cracked, he could tell something was wrong, "Niki, i don't know what's wrong.. but please talk to me, you've never acted like this.." He was right.. i've never acted like this before, I got up from the couch and went to the kitchen and got myself a cup of water, Sunghoon followed me until i spoke up, "You won't even give me a minute of your time, ever since the party we've gotten distant, you've been hanging out with Jake..." I said as tears streamed down my face, Sunghoon looked at me with a sincere look, "I'm sorry... I should've considered your feelings.. I didn't think of you as the jealous type" I looked at him coldly, "I'm not.." Sunghoon tried to give me a hug, but i shoved him away, "Don't give me your fucking pity just because you feel bad" he looked at me like he was about to cry, "Don't be like this just because your jealous of my friendship with Jake", "Says the one that's been ignoring me for him!!" I said as I held my hand up "What about you and Heeseung huh?! you two have been close to" I scoffed at him, "The only reason me and Heeseung are close is because we've been hanging out since our boyfriends don't care about us anymore!! Heeseung came to me crying because Jake canceled on him for you Sunghoon!!" I looked at him dead in the eyes, "He had his reasons" He said as he looked away, "Reasons for what?! He had a date with him and he canceled on him for you!" Sunghoon looked at me with a cold expression, "I'm not gonna stand here and argue with you, come talk to me when you wanna make up and not fight", and with that, he left and I spent the night crying to Heeseung.

The next morning i woke up with a headache, a sore throat and eyes, and tear stained cheeks, i checked my phone to see the time and saw that it was 2 pm in the afternoon, i had a bunch of texts from Heeseung, Sunoo, and everyone else, including Sunghoon asking me where i was and why i wasn't at school today, i got up, changed into a hoodie and sweats, and walked downstairs into the living room, i plopped myself of the couch and stared at the tv, even though nothing was playing, tears threatened to come out, and i just let them, i brought my knees up to my chest and started bawling my eyes out, that was until i heard a knock on my door, "Go away..." I said, hoping that whoever was there left, but instead i kept hearing knocks, i sighed and got up and walked to the door, i unlocked it, twisted the handle and opened the door, it revealed Sunghoon who was dripping wet, i didn't even notice it was raining, "What are you doing here Sunghoon..." I said as i wiped my tears, he looked at me softly, "I came by to apologize..." I looked at him, " Come in before you get sick.." I moved out of the way for him to come in, he walked in and turned around to face me, he cupped my cheeks and looked at me, "I'm sorry Niki... I shouldn't have said what I said yesterday..." I took his hands off my cheeks and went to the bathroom to get him a towel, "Use this.. dry your hair before you get sick" I handed him the towel and sat down on the couch, "Are you not gonna say anything..?" I looked at him, "What do i have to say.. you were right.. I shouldn't gotten jealous" I brought my knees up to my chest and started crying, "I already know you have a secret crush on Jake.. just break up with me and go to him.." i said as i placed my head on my arms, i cried the hardest i've cried in a while, it felt like i couldn't breathe, that was until i felt something warm come into my embrace, "Niki baby breathe..." I started doing my breathing exercises and finally got my breath under control, "Good boy" Sunghoon praised as he ran his hand through my hair, "I'm sorry.. I'm just so scared of losing you.." He brought my head up to look at him, he softly smiled and kissed my nose, "Your not gonna lose me love, I love you and only you, the only reason ive been spending so much time with Jake is because he's been planning something for Heeseung for their anniversary" I looked down, "Wow.. I'm-" He cut me off with a kiss, "You don't need to be sorry, maybe next time just let me explain everything okay? and i don't have a crush on Jake, i only have a crush on you, and it's the biggest crush ever" I giggled and laid my head on his shoulder, "I love you Sunghoon baby" he kissed the top of my head, "And i love my Niki baby, by the way, why weren't you at school today?" I looked at him, "I overslept" he giggled and hugged me tight. We spent that night playing video games, watching movies, eating snacks and cuddling. I'm so lucky to have him in my life.

Hi guys!! Sorry i haven't posted in a while, i've been pretty busy, thank you for your patience and i promise i'll try to update more. Also thank you for almost 1K reads, that's insane!!! I love you all so much, see you soon lovelies!! 🫶