Obligation to God and Love

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I was scrolling in my ig when his myday caught my attention. Nag dadalawang isip pa ko na buksan, sa di malaman na dahilan.

" ipapakilala na kita sa parents ko " sabi ko ng may ngiti habang nag lalakad kami pauwi galing sa simbahan.

He smirk with his pink lips, and give's me a beautiful sight.

" Pag 18th ko papakilala na kita. " Because i want to be ready, iwant to give my attention to him. Na walang pinagtataguan. At walang takot na nararamdaman.

My finger starting to tremble.

A woman.

I can't see her face.

A picture of a woman holding a phone.

I immediately go to my room.
" Ano bang nagawa ko"

Nag hintay ako, dahil alam kong busy sya.
Nag hintay ako dahil akala ko ako lang.
Nag hintay ako dahil nag tiwala ako sakanya.
Nag hintay ako dahil mahal ko na sya.

Dear God, bakit ganto kasakit ?