Miley Jab Hum Tum

Love And Loss: A Long Goodbye!!!

As he reached out of the house...
The worker came back to him..

W- Ae! Madad karo meri!

A- Ji!!??

W- Arey! Ye saman lo! Aur upar rakhkar aao!

A(in mind)- Agar abhi kaam nahi kara to is firm wale to phasenge hi! Meri pitai alag!

W- Soch kya raha hai?

A- Kuch nahi!! Do!!

He took the items and went inside and reached the first floor...
He kept the items in the room told...which was just next to his room...which was locked...

A- Humara room!!

He went towards it and saw the door locked...
He opened the catch of the door....and went inside...

The room was dark and dusty...
He turned the room light on..

The rats were dancing all around...

Seemed like the door hadn't been opened for months...

He turned the bulb on which was flickering....

He went on to see his belongings...

He opened his cupboard only to find his clothes badly arranged with her clothes...

The floor was still bloodied as if it wasn't cleaned properly...

He leaned to the floor touching the blood when his sight fell under the bed...

He put his hand inside thinking it to be a piece of paper which it turned out to be...

It was a bit consumed by the rats...but the rest by the emotions...

A- Wow! 1 year and it's still alive!! Good life!

Controlling his poor sarcasm...
He observed the words...
Systematically arranged...

Dear Samrat,

I don't know tum ye Kaise padhoge? Kab padhoge? Padhoge bhi ki nahi!?
Kehte hai jo ek baar chale jaate hain wo laut kar nahi aate! Mai sabki baaton par vishwas nahi karna chahti! Par tumhare bina rehna bhi gawaara nahi mujhe!
I don't know tum mujhe chod ke kyun chale gaye! Kahaan chale gaye!
Bahut saal humne saath bitaaye, Par kabhi hum paas na aaye!
Tumhare jaane ke baad meri zindagi mein kuch nahi bacha hai!
Meri Jeene ki aakhiri ummeed tumhare saath jaa chuki hai Samrat..
I love you..Aur mai sach keh rahi hoon mai kabhi nahi chahti thi ki tumhe kuch ho!!
Par sabka kehna hai tumhari maut ka kaaran mai hoon...wo to mujhe nahi pata par mere saath aaj jo bhi hoga...uske zimmedar tumhare gharwale nahi honge!
Mere liye tumhare bina rehna mushkil nahi hua hai,Namumkin ho gaya hai!
Kabhi kabhi jeene ke liye Insaan ke saath bitaaye haseen pal kaafi hote hain par humne kabhi wo pal bhi nahi bitaaye...!
Mai tumhari family ko blame nahi kar rahi, mai to tumse naraz hoon..
Kyunki tum meri sunte hi nahi ho!
Jab maine kaha tha mat jaana to kyun Gaye mujhe chod ke?
Pata hai...maine tumhare liye bahut kuch plan Kara tha! Par shayad kismat ko humein sath dekhna manzoor hi nahi! Isliye mai majboor hi sahi!
You know! I had even booked a table for our dinner date....jo ab heaven mein hogi...maybe...You know I even got a dress for me...Jo ki maine kabhi humari shadi ke baad nahi pehni thi....but tumhe to shayad Sai hi zyada zaroori thi!!
Tumhare liye candles jalayi thi! Is ummeed mein ki tum aaoge par Nahi pata tha ki sab cupboard me yaadon ki tarah sama jaayengi, bujh jaayengi meri ummeed ki tarah!!
Blogging karna chahti thi! Tumne himmat di thi na?
Par is suicide note cum love letter se aage kuch nahi likhungi!!

Har ek pehlu tera mere dil me aabad ho jaaye!
Is qadar mai tujhe dekhoon ki tu yaad ho jaaye!

Please mujhe maaf kardena! For all my wrongdoings!!
I am coming to You Samrat...Bahut pyaar Kara hai tumhe! Aaj prove bhi kar dungi! I love you!