fell in love

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I fluttered my eyes open , my body felt relaxed , I was confused

I tried looking around,

And I soon realized I was in Vinnie's room

I was also hooked up to many machines

Where did all that come from?

And why am I not dead?

Then, I felt that someone was holding my hand, I could feel it, but I just realized it

I looked over to see Vinnie who

Was crying.......

He was holding onto my hand and his head was buried in the bed , the bed was high,and he was sitting on a chair

Why is he crying?

I mean......it's not like he even likes me? Does he? He's been playing games all this time right?

For some reason, I realized I was....... forcing myself to tell my heart that he's just playing games......

N-no........he's playing me......it's all just an act

But I just couldn't see him cry like that........

I gently brushed his hair with my other hands fingers

Which made him look up

Vinnie: c-charlie?

He instantly put his arms around me and hugged me tightly

Vinnie: w-why? Why did you do that ? Why did you do that to me?

Char: I......didn't do anything to you.......

Vinnie: you fucking did! you purposely threw yourself off the fucking stairs!

Suddenly his sadness turned into furiousness and pure anger

Char: because I hate you!

He stared at me with this look in his eyes......

He looked.......hurt......

I started crying 

Vinnie: w-what?

Char: you hurt me Vinnie! You hit me! I USED TO CRY EVERY NIGHT THINKING OF WHAT YOU DID TO ME! YOU HIT ME REPEATEDLY AND DIDN'T EVEN FEEL BAD! AND NOW YOU'RE ACTING LIKE YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE WITH ME SINCE THE MOMENT YOU LAYED EYES ON ME! YOU SEPERATED ME FROM MY SISTER! YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A MONSTER!

Vinnie: i said I was sorry charlie......I'll say it again and again.....please......i-i......

He stared into my eyes , while I was sobbing My eyes out

Then he told me the most shocking thing ever

Vinnie: I have bipolar

When he said that

My heart stopped beating, my breath unevened , and I was in complete shock

He has bipolar?

The world around me stopped

Was this why?

Vinnie: but I'm sorry charlie, you don't know how much I wanna take it all back , everyday I wanna kill myself for doing that to an angel like you , I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so so sorry.......you don't know what I'd do to take all of it back.....I hate it......I hate my condition......but......I did fall in love with you when I layed my eyes on you charlie

I felt something in my heart when he said all of that.....he really is sorry......

I felt so many emotions, it was so hard to explain, I couldn't even process anything other than the last line he said.......

Charlie: w-what do you mean?

Vinnie: I know, I hit you, I abused you, but.......I couldn't control it......I couldn't control my feeling for you.......I hate having feelings.......and when I realized it, all I could do is......do that to you.......why do you think I kidnapped you? I fucking love you I'm obsessed with you , I crave you, I know I can't express it.......and I want to apologize for my conditio-

Char: no

I stopped him....... trying to process all the words escaping his lips......

I stared at him in shock and....... something else.....

Tears were dripping down my eyes

Charlie: dont ever apologize for that.......

Vinnie looked at me , and for the first time , I saw a spark of emotion in his eyes

I cupped his face in my hands

And pulled him close

Then, I kissed his forehead, and then his cheek

He just stared at me in shock the whole time

Charlie: it's okay.......

Vinnie's hugged me again , and we stayed like that for 30 minutes

Vinnies hug felt like he never wanted to let go....

But after a few minutes, someone Knocked on the door and I pulled away

Vinnie's cold rbf was plasterd back onto his face

I saw Leo walk in

And when he saw me , his face lit up and he ran over like a bullet

And hugged me

Leo: charlie!

Char: l-leo!

Vinnie: she needs to breathe

Vinnie said with an angry tone

Wait is he getting jealous.....

Leo let me go and Vinnie slightly glared at him ,

Then the door opened and I saw Lexi and avery standing there

They were also shocked

Avery and Lexi: CHARLIE!

they both ran to me and almost suffocated me with their hug

Leo: so she's not suffocating now?

Vinnie: shut it

Lexi: I am so sorr-

Charlie: it's okay don't worry about it , it's not your fault

Avery:  you cant do this to yourself, you know how worried we've been? Vinnie wouldn't even let go of your hand since the moment-

Vinnie: Avery please

Avery: okay okay I won't tell her you've been kissing her cheek every-

Vinnie: Avery!

Avery: haha sorry

Wait he did what?

Lexi: Reggie is out with the little devil, he'll be back soon

Char: oh c'mon she's so sweet

Lexi: with you she is

We all talked for hours and laughed alot

At this point it was 1am and everyone got really tiered

One thing I noticed, Vinnie didn't even smile or say anything the whole time we were talking

He had this cold look on his face, which confused me so much, like wasn't he so sweet to me before they came?

Hey guys sorry for the delay Wattpad was having some issues ig and I couldn't post anything sorry again and ty for all the nice comments I literally remember all of ur usernames <3

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