Young love

What now?

Ellie POV

I wake up feeling extremely warm and a little sick. My head feels like I have an elephant sat on it and I have a dull ache between my legs.
I slowly open my eyes and see I'm in Jaxs room, I look around and he is sleeping behind me, his arm drapped over me holding me close.
Last night was not a dream, I slept with Jax. Oh shit!

I try to slowly move away and get out of bed but Jax just pulls me back to him.
"Where you trying to run to baby girl?"
"I need to pee and I need pain killers. Lots of them"
He laughs "okay, go but I want you back in this bed when your done.
I walk to the bathroom and lock the door.

Looking In the mirror my make up is all smudged and my hair definitely looks like I've been well and truly fucked. I can't help but smile a little remembering how Jax was with me last night. He was so gentle and loving and sweet. Nothing I have ever been used too. I decide to try and tidy the nest that is on my head and clean my face and brush my teeth. I felt a little more human when I left the bathroom.

I climbed back into bed and I am instantly pulled back into Jaxs embrace.
"Good morning"
"Good morning"
He kisses me softly "you okay?"
"Yeah you?"
"Most definitely"
I giggle "Jax....."
"No ellie don't second guess this, don't question it. I meant what I said. I love you"
I look up at him and smile "I love you too"

"So your definitely going to stay?"
I cuddle closer to him "yeah Jax I'm going to stay"
He hugs me close and kisses my head "I'm so happy right now"
"Me too"
"Mmmm I bet I could make you happier"
His hand starts to travel down my stomach to my aching core. Just as he is about to slide his fingers in there is a loud bang on his door.

"Come on Jackie boy! Church in 10 minutes"
"I'm coming"
He looks down at me "sorry baby. Rain check"
I nod and he kisses me again. I watch him get ready, sliding his kutte on and leaning back over to kiss me.
"I'll see you later. You going to see Abel today?"
"I'll try but I want to spend a girly day with Ava"
"She will love that. Okay have fun and let me know when your home. I'll come over and we can have dinner together"

"Sounds perfect"
He kisses me once more and rushes out of the room. I fall back on his pillows and can't help but let out a girly squeal. This is all I have ever wanted and now I'm finally getting it.

After spending the whole day having lots of girly fun with Ava we finally head home, I decide to order in today, I text Jax and let him know we are home and ask him what he wants for dinner.
An hour passes and I still don't have a response. I know he is probably just busy with club stuff so I leave it.

I look at the time and can see it getting pretty late, so I order pizza for us and once Ava has finished up, she takes a quick shower and heads to bed. She is disappointed that Jax wasn't here to kiss her goodnight but she made me promise he would come kiss her when he arrived. That little girl loves him so much.

Another 2 hours go by and nothing from Jax. I try to call him but it goes straight to voicemail. I call Gemma and she tells me something happened and he had to go for medical supplies. She said she would get him to call me as soon as possible. I asked if she needed help but she told me everything was okay.

After eating some more pizza and watching a trashy movie I check my phone its 1am and I still haven't heard anything. I decide to leave Jax one more message

"Hey, not sure what's going on. Hope your okay. I'm locking up for the night and going to bed so if you wanna come when your finished. Use the key for the back door. Night. I love you xx"
After I hit send I lock up and head to bed. Praying that everything was okay.

I wake up when the light streams through the window, checking the bed next to me, there is no one. Jax never came over. I grab my phone, no missed calls or messages. I call Gemma quickly.

"Hey Gem"
"Hey sweetie, did Jax show up?"
"No. I thought he was with you"
"No baby he isn't"
"Oh god"
"Don't panic, we will find him okay. Come to clubhouse"
"Okay"

I hang up and rush to get everything ready, I tell Ava we need to go to the clubhouse and she is happy to go. We pile in the car and drive off. When I get there Ava runs inside and talks with juice. Gemma pulls me into a hug.

"We will find him baby girl don't worry"
I nod and try my hardest to smile. I just got him I can't lose him now.