Hate To Love |Heejaywon|

08. monster

as we proceed to practice for a week its seems we are in half of the song its saturday so we don't have much to do and the class is easy to handle they are not trouble maker as the class class does 

but our room are competitive when they are math competation they dont want to be the last they want to be first and they indeed smart and not want to disturb their grades 

our class is top class our names ae in the top when they plaster the whole batch grades as me im always on two or one but never three below 

they principal once asks me to be  president of the university but i decline because the jobis too much i promise him she that when im on the last year or the university and when my grades will not get lower i will accept to be the president and i guess next year is that year hope not to be fail as president 

i was looking for my phone when its ring and found it under my pillow as i answer the call my body frozed 

"dad?" i asked the caller, as he answer be and asked me something that i dont want to hear from him as i cut what we have long time ago 

flashback 

i see how dad beat up mom and how mom crying protecting my baby brother on her belly mom ws pregnant and dad was drunk as he beat up my mom without mercy mom was looking at me saying to not go to here and just hide at her closet 

"you motherfvcker, i know your dad hate me and always treat me as not part of the family" and then he slapped my mom so hard and pulled her hair and made her stood up

"please... honey.. stop our... ba-baby.." she held to her belly as my tears flowed down to my cheeks 

"no!! i know you had affair with that Kim" he was talking about the kim the invest at our company but no they do not have affair they are just childhood friends

"no.. its our baby" mom cried more "stop lying!!" dad threw mom as mom bumped at the edge of bed and a water start to flow between her legs as she look at it and cry more i ran to her as dad start to become his self

"YOU MONSTER!!" i shouted at him and mom start to be unconscious   and dad run out of the house 

i called  emergency but when we get to the hospital my baby brother was gone they cannot save me anymore and that the day i cut my relationship to that monster

-flashback  end-

as he asked me something i immediately ended the call as i recap that incidentsi hate evrything about it i hate how i just hide and not able to help/ protect mom and i hate how that monster killed my brother her own unborn son 

I FVCKING HATE HIM 

i blocked his number and walked to the kitchen and drink some water by that i hear the door bell rings 

as i walked towards the door i noticed something is off but the shrugged it off and open the door i was shocked and i saw him the person i hate the most i want to run away and avoid him but my feet stay still and didn't move even an inch 

i wanted to close the door so bad but the part ofme is so froze i want to scream at him but i cant 

"son, do my favor" he said as i step backwards i a temped to close the door but he blocked  it by holding the door knob and he held my hand and i keep on pulling my hand and the door atthe same time 

"d-don't touch me, y-you m-monster!" i still pulling myself off him 

"you will do want I say  I AM YOUR FATHER!!" he said and pull me hard as i flew outside of my house 

"NO!! I DONT KNOW YOU MONSTER, YOU DONT HAVE RIGHT TO BE MY FATHER, YOU KILLED MY BROTHER YOUR OWN CHILD HOW COULD YOU-" i was slapped across my face i held at my cheeks where he slapped me 

i looked at him straight in his eyes and i see no guilt, no worries just blank poker fucking face 

"YOU DONT HAVE RIGHT TO SHOUT AT YOUR OWN FATHER KIM JUNGWON!!" he said and i stood infront of him 

"no, its  Yang and Yang only" i said to him and walked pass him but before i could enter my house he pulled me back 

"you disrespectful piece of shit" he said before he slapped me again twice as i landed on the floor he was gonna slap me again and i close my eyes as i saw his hand but after a few seconds i dont feel anything 

i open my eyes and saw jay holding his hand that we gonna use to slap me 

"that is abuse sir" jay hyung said as the monster pulled his hand that jay was holding and he fixed his posture 

"Kim Jungwon rethink again" he said before leaving 

"are you okay?" jay said as i lower my head because i dont want him to see my red cheek caused of the slapped that monster did 

"yeah thanks, btw why are you here?" i asked him ut still lower my head 

"jungwon" he called 

"hmm?" i said as i wait for what his gonna say but i felt his finger as my chin and he slowly lift my head up 

"hmm... do you have ice at your fridge?" he asked me as i thought about its it was odd question but i just nodded 

he held my hand and pulled me but before entering my house he looked at me "am i allowed to enter?" i frown but i smile at how gentleman he is 

"what?" he asked i shake my head still smiling and he smiled too that the  first time i saw him smile like this its so precious that need to protect 

"nothing, yes you can enter always" then we enter my house 

even i just encounter the disaster that I thought it will make my day miserable it's also the time the someone came and make my day complete

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