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The Hills (part 1)

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"What are you doing Abel?" I said as he placed the headphones on my head. He sat in
the chair opposite me and pressed a few buttons on the soundboard.

A heavy bass filled my ears, before Abel's soothing voice sent chills down my spine.

You make it look like it's magic
Cause I see nobody, nobody but you, you, you
I'm never confused
Hey, hey

I'm so used to being used
So I love when you call unexpected
Cause I hate when the moment's expected
So I'ma care for you, you, you
I'ma care for you, you, you, you, yeah
Cause girl you're perfect
You're always worth it
And you deserve it
The way you work it
Cause girl you earned it
Girl you earned it

You know our love would be tragic
So you don't pay it, don't pay it no mind
We live with no lies
Hey, hey
You're my favorite kind of night

I'm so used to being used
So I love when you call unexpected
Cause I hate when the moment's expected
So I'ma care for you, you, you
I'ma care for you, you, you, you, yeah
Cause girl you're perfect
You're always worth it
And you deserve it
The way you work it
Cause girl you earned it
Girl you earned it

On that lonely night
You said it wouldn't be love
But we felt the rush
It made us believe it there was only us
Convinced we were broken inside, inside

I'm so used to being used
So I love when you call unexpected
Cause I hate when the moment's expected
So I'ma care for you, you, you
I'ma care for you, you, you, you, yeah
Cause girl you're perfect
You're always worth it
And you deserve it
The way you work it
Cause girl you earned it
Girl you earned

I looked at him, and he was smirking at me. His voice sounded so perfect, and the song was getting me..hot.

When the song finished, I took off the headphones and placed them on the table.

"Wow, Abel.." I said, as he stood up and walked towards me. I stood up too and we never broke eye contact.

"That's the reaction I was looking for." He said, stroking my cheek. I had to clench my thighs together, for real.

"Oh yeah?" I asked, smirking at him. He pressed himself against me, and I had to bite my lip to stop myself from moaning.

"I see nobody, nobody but you, you ,you..." He sang in my ear, as his arms encircled my waist.

"Fuck it." I said, grabbing his face and kissing him with as much intensity as I could. He lifted me up and sat me on the damn sound board. I pulled at his belt and he broke the kiss,

"Damn girl." He said, and I pulled him back to me.

"Shut up." I said, pulling off my top and attempted to pull of his.

"Elle stop." He said, pulling away from me. I glared at him, and he rubbed his hand over his face.

"I don't want to do anything that we will regret. You know I love you, but we're not even official. I don't want this to happen tonight, and next week you will be telling me you're dating someone else.." Abel said, looking straight into my eyes and his whole attitude changed.

"Alright, I should be going anyway. Oh, and since we're not official, maybe you should give Bella a call." I said, folding my arms across my chest. His eyes widened, and he stepped forward but I pushed his chest.

"How..how do you know about her?" He asked, and there was pure terror in his eyes.

"I know everythinggggggg." I sang, and he gripped my wrist.

"Elle, I'm not playing." He said, and I rolled my eyes. To be honest, I didn't find out for myself, but a source told me that they were sleeping together while I was hanging out with Dylan.

"Someone told me, and the weird thing is that I don't even care. You got a thing for teenage girls huh?" I raised my voice and he flinched, his grip on my wrist tightened but I was too angry to care.

"Don't even go there, Elle. I'm tired of fighting with you. It's draining, it's all we do and it's unhealthy for both of us." He said, loosening his grip on my wrist.

"Please don't leave me Abel.. I'm sorry, I need you." I said, and he shook his head.

"Look, I wrote this fucking song about you. Elle, I don't know what to do. It's so difficult being with you. We're both so fucked up, it doesn't work." He said,pinching the bridge of his nose. I hesitantly wrapped my arms around him and hugged him, his body was tense but he wrapped his arms around me anyway.

"I want to make this work." I whispered. He just understands me. I need him.

"Are you sure? I don't want to rush anything." He said, and I pulled back so I could look at his reaction.

"I really haven't loved anyone as much as I love you, yeah we fight and cuss but in the end we still love each other. You bring out the best and worst of me, and I know we hurt each other but I love you so much. Abel Tesfaye, will you be mine?" I asked, slightly blushing. He bit his lip, and I saw a slight pink blush on his cheeks.

"With your corny ass." He said laughing, I held both of his hands, hoping that he will accept me.

"But, yeah. You're already my ride or die, I'm yours and you're mine." He said, lifting my chin and kissing me softly.

"I'm gonna have to fight off those groupies though." I said, laughing. He wrapped his arms around my waist and started laughing.

"Damn, you a bad bitch huh?" He said, and I looked at his lips again. This man does things to me that are unexplainable.

"You already know, papi." I said, winking at him. He gave me the side eye and said

"Not another Drake reference?" He asked, and I pecked his lips again.

"No, nigga. Hablo espanol." I said, and he pressed himself against me again.

"I can get down with that. You know I speak French right?" He said, kissing my neck.

"Can we go back to the loft?" I asked, resting my hands on his chest. He grabbed my hand and we left the studio. Just like that.

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"Elle, what the-" Abel said, half asleep as I straddled him and kissed his neck. I observed my work from last night. I ran my fingers along the purple bruising along his neck and collarbone. He rubbed his eyes and looked at me, his eyes widened and he sat up.

"Shit, did I hurt you?" Abel asked, concern painting his features. I shook my head, and he ran his hands along the length of my waist. I climbed off of his lap and looked into the mirror on the wall. Well damn, I was worse. I had purple bruising along my neck, my chest area and my thighs. It actually turned me on.

I hopped back into bed and snuggled up next to him, he grabbed my booty and kissed my neck.

"Mine." He said, and I felt like this could be the start of something really special between us.