-March 24, 2020-
wattpad
hajipain
---March 22 at 11:59PM---
hey, you still there?
i guess you've read my messages and don't wanna reply.
is it because i'm awkward?
if that's so, i understand, but...
i sometimes just wish that wattpad would update its messaging management so i could at least know if you've seen my chats
so i don't have to worry.
don't be troubled, i'm telling the truth now
especially today that i've realized that maybe i did the wrong thing...
well, of course i did! how bad is it to lie and speak so weirdly
alright. i need to sleep now. you might be having dinner so eat well!
---March 23 at 3:15AM---
god i can't sleep
it's been hours since then
do you hate me for what i've done?
i guess my friendly state is just unfortunate that i simply feel emotional like this
i understand... it's my fault tho
i bet you're already sleeping. good night, Fauzia :)
---Today at 4:03PM---
do you still hate me?
no, i'm too cruel. you haven't even said anything!
it's fine if you don't wanna talk
but i'm just wondering...
what if you're getting very uncomfortable because of what i've said?
anyway... i'll wait for you(r update), keep safe and have a wonderful feast ^_^
---Today at 7:09PM---
alright... having dinner without seeing such reply is just pathetic
i'm getting used to reading your chats
see when an introvert is tamed, all of her is just as lame, and it's a shame that i won't be even able to feel the same thing when you first came to make me smile like a stupid dame i have ever been
you know it just feels awkward yet comforting to realize that i'm opening up to someone freely because i know you're not gonna text back.
you're my confort zone already
comfort* sorry for the typo
i wonder if your story's gonna have an alternate ending if the real one's tragic?
whatever... have a great afternoon
