XIII: Butterflies

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*JIEUN's POV*

"I should've known we're not going shopping" we didn't came to the mall but to auntie's private bar

"You were quite loud there unnie, your voice were clearly heard. I guess our walls isn't thick enough"

"Shit, am I doomed?"

Fuck, what should I do now?!?!

"Hmm.. for me no but for mom, I have to be honest. She was surprised to hear that side of you"

"What about her? Have she heard everything?"

"Hm?"

"You know who I am talking about" I rolled my eyes

"Luckily she didn't" she said and I nodded

"Tell me.. Hussey, have I messed up?" I asked

"You want an honest answer?"

"Yes, please"

"You did, I'm on your side. I want unnie for you but you shouldn't have gone that far unnie, Nayeon-unnie did nothing wrong-"

"But her friend did"

"Nayeon-unnie and Jeongyeon-unnie are different person. I know this all happened because of your fear of losing my sister but you shouldn't change who you are. This isn't who you are, if you keep on doing this"

"Your fear might come true, so please unnie. Fix everything"

"It's too late.. she chose her" I couldn't stop myself from crying and she hugged me

When did I go wrong? Why her?

If only it's possible to love only one person in your lifetime, It will be me

No matter how much I deny it, I know it's entirely my fault.

*Flashback, when Y/n & Jieun are 14*

"Are you crazy, Oh Y/n?! How could you reject the great Dylan Havertz?!"

"He's not that great, Ji. If you'll compare his skill to our other neighbor schools, he's an average" she rolled her eyes

"No one cares for his skill, my Y/n-ie! What I'm saying is, he's the most handsome in this school! You should take everything back and say yes!"

"If he's so handome, why not be his girlfriend then?" She frowns

I can't believe this girl! The famous jock of middle school just asked her out despite of all the white girls drooling over him and she rejected her?!

"Yah, are you lesbian? Why do you kept on rejecting guys?! Just months ago Zeke and Louis told you that they like you, I will agree on rejecting them because they have nothing to brag but Dylan?!"

"Stop it now Ji, I'm tired of hearing those boys names. It's annoying"

"Yah I swear if you turned out to be a lesbian, I will end our friendship!" I stated

"Will you?" She suddenly leans closer to my face and now our faces are inches away from each other

"If I say that I like girls, will you leave me? Can you see me in pain, Ji?" she asked

Those sexy siren eyes, her long fluffy brunette hair, her addictive scent, her beautiful heart-shaped lips

In movies people would always say that there's this weird feeling on your stomach that you will have, it's called butterflies. I'm experiencing it now, does this mean... I'm in love? Is it really okay if she's the one that I love?

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