I feel selfish when I say I'm going to kill myself or I wanna die because half the time I'm just really upset and it smooths over within an hour but every time I'm genuinely their about to stab myself I start feeling so guilty like "it hasn't even been two months and your seriously gonna kill yourself over **** wtf is wrong with you you little bitch" and then I just sit their and cry over it and completely forget that I was gonna commit. I feel like I'm just attention seeking yk? I've called a safe person saying I was feeling suicidal and he talked to me for like twenty minutes and I instantly forgot wtf I was doing and I hate myself for it.
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