KISS ME ✔️

THE FIRST TIME

CHAPTER NINETEEN: THE FIRST TIME

" I'll give it all to you
anything you ask me "
- Sabrina Claudio (All To You)

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YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

"Ang sarap nung ice cream talaga! Lalo na yung cremee brulee!" Tuwang-tuwa niyang sabi habang magkahawak ang kamay na'ming dalawa palakad sa kotse niya.

We ate so much, kahit na busog na kami sige lang kami sa lamunan. That is one thing that I love about us, we are both foodie kahit na nagdidiet kami para sa trabaho na'min. Who cares about it now? Wala naman kaming shoot tsaka it's not like we will gain weight immediately.

"We should try the Margarita next time, or the Affogato!" Rekomenda ko.

"Sa susunod, siguro sa sabado? O baka may shoot ka?"

"I'll text you, lagi naman kitang katext." Sabi ko sabay iwan nang halik sa kamay niya.

"Di ka ba nabibwisit na tinetext kita lagi lagi?" Tanong ko sa kanya pagbukas niya nang pinto sa side ko at pasok naman ako.

"No, bakit naman ako mabibwisit?" Tawa niyang sagot bago niya sinara yung pinto.

Sometimes it can be annoying to some people, gano'n ako noon sa mga ex ko, puro ako text kung nakakain na sila o kamusta araw nila. That's why they thought I was a clingy girlfriend.

"Are you sure? Or you're lying to me because you love me~."

He laughed even further then pulls me closer to his side to give me a kiss. I buckled his seatbelt for him while both of his mouth and tongue are still making rounds on mine.

Pababa nang pababa ang kamay niya sa may baywang ko hanggang sa likod ko na, I gasped at the warm sensation of his skin against mine, I wasn't sure kung bakit agad akong hinihingal when I'm supposed to be used to this.

I've done so many things with other men, things that should not be talked about because I was crazy and I didn't give a fuck.

Ilang buwan na rin nang huling beses kong nakipaglaplapan sa iba and I'm not sure if I'm even going to do it with Ryland.

Never pumasok sa utako yo'n noon kahit na hindi pa 'ko sure kung anong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya, one thing for sure is I wanted him, I wanted him to become mine.

I also wanted to take it slow with him, ayokong bilisan dahil gusto ko pa siyang makilala nang husto, I wanted this to be different, I wanted this to last... forever.

I know I'm asking for a lot of things because I am greedy, I haven't felt this in a long time.

"Megan..." ungol niya nang bigla niya 'kong binuhat at inupo sa hita niya.

I couldn't even stop him, he made his move before even letting himself or me speak.

Hindi na 'ko mapakali.

"Ryland?"

I can't count how many times I've sat on his lap like this but nothing ever happens. Halikan lang tsaka cuddle pagkatapos, walang nangyayari, I never asked him either if he wants to do it because for me, I don't feel that it's the right for us to do it.