Random stuff I think about lol

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(Vent)

So... Uhm, I've been having a bunch of family problems, for years now and they've all been piling up in a big pile of Anxiety and depression waiting to hit. And most of the time some small parts fall off and hit me... My mom is okay but my grandma is antivax and my papa is a coward and doesn't get the vaccine because he thinks nana will hate him. My sister is annoying and I don't know what to do after two of my grandma's died, my great grandma on my mom's side and my grandma on my dad's side in 2019. Then... COVID hit, I was a happy social-ish child that was so happy that 6th wasn't bad... Nope! Heh heh... Don't get me started on my dad... All my life  I GOT HIS ANGER ISSUES AND HIS BAD BEHAVIOR AND YET HE PUNISHES ME... He yells at least every 2 days and sometimes... Ok most of the time he- yells like 4 times a day. :/ Life sucks, you die one die so- make the best of it. Kill someone, save 40 people or something, it doesn't matter, just... Live you're life and hold back your tears and never cry, never show fear or sadness. It makes more problems for you and... The fact you're reading this... You don't need anymore problems.