LOVE ME WITHOUT FEAR (BACOLOD SERIES 1)

CHAPTER 12.

Chapter 12.

Nang maka Tapos kami report ay sunod sunod na lahat, wala nang pinalampas si sir.. kasi we don't have time or days na.. ma Christmas break na kasi kaya tinodo na ni sir..

When it's December 12, it's our last class before Christmas break...

Ma'am plan na after sa class namin we have games.. though di kami pwedi mag kita kita, so she said na thru online nalang daw..

And it's gonna be fun..

Ma'am plan na, 5 winners of 100 pesos GCASH or Load.  And 5 winners of 50 pesos GCASH or Load rin.. pinapa pili ni maam and last, It's seven people na maka tanggap nang sandals..

So inuna ni ma'am Ang sandals..

She create a spinning game at nilagay nya doon Ang aming mga names... If naka tanggap kana, di na pwedi ma ulit pa.. give way to others..

So first spin, lalaki Ang Lumabas, so ma'am ask him if ano Ang kanya.. he said na Sandal nalang daw for her sister..

So pinapa pili sya ni ma'am.. she pick a size 7..

Then the second, third lalaki pa rin Ang napili, kaya sandal rin Ang napili nila, may pabibigyan sila daw..

And fourth and fifth, babae naman kaso Wala na Ang size na gusto nila so they pick size 5, maganda naman and then bibigay nalang daw sa mga kapatid nila..

And last the sixth girl sya and the seventh boy naman sya.. they also pick sandals.. kasi inuna ni maam na ma ubos Ang sandals, kasi daw na stock lang daw doon.

I always pray na sana ma pili Ako but siguro minalas lang Ako, gusto ko pa naman nang sandal.. pero wala eh..

And then ma'am continue the games, sa price naman na 100 pesos GCASH o Load..

First spin si lalaki na naman Ang napili.. so he thank ma'am.. and then the second one is lalaki pa rin, Si pierce na Ang napili..

So ma'am call him, and ask him if mag send nalang si ma'am nang Pera thru Gcash o Load and he said load nalang..

And ma'am agree with it.

Hanggang sa natapos na ni maam Ang 5 winners sa 100 hindi rin ako na kuha..

Minalas lang talaga Ako ngayon..

Habang nasa meet pa ako, nakita ko Ang message ni pierce.

Pierce Torres: ma'am pwedi bang ma una na Ako , lowbat na kasi Ako ma'am.. salamat Po sa load maam..

Nakita ko na message nya sa meet..

Nang Makita ni maam, ma call Ang pangalan nya and maam said ' sigi pierce, eh loload ko nalang '

Then he leave the Google meet...

And the games continue Hindi pa rin ako na pili for 50 pesos.. and that's okay..

Siguro minalas lang talaga Ako..

And ma'am said again na, she will give the reward sa mga Wala naka kuha nang price, and that's for 20 pesos GCASH only..

Then inisa Isa nya  kami na mag send nang Gcash number namin para ma send nya..

At bibigay ko Ang aking number..

Hindi naman ako nanalo sa price atleast may 20 pesos pa rin ako.. hindi kolang alam kong ano Ang  gagawin ko kasi Hindi naman verified Ang Gcash ko so I don't know kung ano Ang gagawin ko doon..

After that hapon na kami natapos.. ma'am said na we have to enjoy our Christmas break..

We said our goodbyes and see you..

After my class nag charge na Ako at naligo..

I also buy a fishball after kong naligo.. I also buy kikiam and kwek kwek.. nagutom siguro Ako Kaya napadami Ang kain ko..

As time goes by, na enjoy ko nga Ang aking Christmas break..  hapon na naliligo, Gabi na kung ma tulog at walang pang gana kumain..

Me and Pierce are always chat and text each other..

Walang araw na Hindi nya Ako tinatawagan.. kaya sinasagot ko naman..

We always talk about our group project for incoming this January.. kasi Ang iba naming kaklase naka start na at natapos na sila.. pero kami since January pa Ang Deadline, January rin kami gagawa, malayo pa naman Ang deadline, and we dont have enough money to buy, kaya mag iipon muna kamii..

And like other days or nights, ganun pa rin, nag aadvice pa rin ako if they have a problem about sa girlfriend nya.. about sa family nya.. about kung paano nya eh down Ang self nya.. I always advice him..

Di kolang gusto na nag gaganyan sya.. I always see him a happy person.. but in the inside have a many problems.. like me.. I'm just smiling but I have so many secrets..

I am struggling for my studies, for my bestfriend, for my friends, for my family and for my self..

It's hard to become a good person, Lalo na kung lahat nakikita  nila sayo ay puro masama..

But after all judgements I received, I always thank God that I survived, that I am happy for being me.. for giving me a confidence and a long Patience..

:)