My neighbour...the actor #Wattys2017(under editing)

New york.....the stalker

I'm in the window admiring Central Park what happened in Venice?...well...we talk a lot...most of the time I'm the one who's listening....we decided or better said I step away and just been friend..don't take me wrong I love him so much is scared me...his world is not like mine is a lame excuse but I need to think....I need to breath ...I need him away from my skin...
Actually I think he understand he never protest or get anger or showing frustration....I don't understand make me feel that he really don't care...let me thinking....
He returned to New Zealand continued filming...I guess that was Paul said..I didn't see him leave..it's been two weeks without see him or talk actually he always send me messsage I'm the one who doesn't answer...I'm confused I don't know why but I miss him a lot....
I'm in New York for two reason...my parents and Pierre....
You ask what's going on....first Pierre ...simple I'm his new model Mia thanks to Paul I didn't now my face go out in a few magazine like his new muse...lucky me everybody curious for who I'm and my parents find out...they don't react like Luke well almost....but they support me in this..irony...
So I'm here for a shooting section and a evening gala when he would present his new clothes for fall more headache for me and because my parents are celebrating there anniversary and they want celebrating here in the big city...
Clair.....
Is open...I said without taking my eyes from the window
Lilo....
I look back founding my brother I didn't think twice I'm just running into his arms is been long time without see him...
Stich....
He close his arms around me smiling resting my head in his chest....
I miss you....I said with tears
I miss you too....mia...
I look at him ...he knows
I never thought see you in the cover of a magazine...Carl said smiling at me
Resting my head again
I don't want talk about it....I said grumpy
Mi querida hermana... (my lovely sister) you are beautiful not because I said it anyone who meet you thinks that ...why you so mad?..Carl said make me look at him
I keep myself in silence...
He pushing me gentle made me face him...
I know about Luke and what happened in Venice but still I don't understand ...why?....Carl ask
Stepping myself away from him and walking back at the window
I though you love him...my brother said
Moving my hands to my mouth bitting my nails
Clair.....
I still do....I simple said
And....
I look at him clueless
You afraid of his kind of life or he work with someone and forget about you is that what you are afraid?....Carl said standing at my side looking at me
Something like that....I said
Did you tell him?....Carl ask
No..no exactly....I said looking at him
Why?...my brother ask
Because I don't think he still care....

Luke pov
We are already in the hotel walking to our room...leaving my luggage in the floor walking at the window looking outside checking my phone...no mesage from her...
Still thinking our conversation make me feel clueless...
I didn't fight ..I didn't protest...I let her go...
I told her what was I thinking and she listening to me I was expecting she would understanding but the things goes to another road...
She decided step away just been friends ...I don't want to be his friend....why?...she think that I don't care about her..how can I make her change her mind?....I never miss somebody the way I miss her ...a lot ...feeling myself in pain..
I'll been calling her brother almost every day asking for her....
I never imagine myself in this situation...
Luke....
Yeah....I said looking at the door
We have a very tight scheduled before you go back...Paul said reading a paper
Don't forget ....I didn't finished
The reservation is already made...Paul said
Thanks...I said looking back at the window
You have a shooting section for the magazine falls editon...and them a interview and the gala he expect to see you there....Paul said
Did I have a choice?...I said tensed
Luke....Paul said softly
I look at him and breathing hard
I'll be there don't worried.....I said looking back at the window inhaling exhaling tensed....welcome to New York...

Carl pov
Watching my sister like that is frustrating no matter how she's smile or making jokes acting like nothing happened is obviously she put her shields up ...I know her to well to said ....she miss him...she's in pain...
Listening a buzzing my phone....Luke
My sister was looking at me
I'll be back is about work...I said smiling walking out of her room to the living room very away
Luke..
how you doing...
I'm fine and you how you hold on...
Is killing me...
I'm sorry man if anything I can do
How is she
Like you believe me
She dont answer any of my calls
You now she's a headache
Luke smile on the phone
Yeah she is....
Where are you?...
New york
You kidding me
No....why....
Life love you my brother..live really loves you
Why you said that
Do you like to know where's Clair right now?
Yeah...where is she...
Today is your lucky day so don't mess the thing up
What you mean
Luke we are in New York....Clair is with us in New York...