Forbidden love

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❄️chapter 3:he knew?❄️

THE DAY WAS HOT, BUT STILL BEAUTIFUL IN ITS OWN WAY. Me and Gojo were sitting outside the nearest cafe with one moccachino and one black coffee with sugar and milk. There was this smell of fresh baked cookies and muffins around us, sweet couples holding hands.

Meanwhile me and Gojo were sitting across from one another, the thick silence between us making me feel really uncomfortable. We used to hang out all the time-yes, but there was always someone with us, so it was never silent or uncomfortable. I looked around trying to escape his eyes fixed on me. Why is he looking at me like that? I thought to myself.

The way his eyes traveled from my face down to my shoulders and back. The stories they tell while observing every part of my face. He had a smile on, but his eyes said more than I needed to know. There was this lust, that I barely can catch in them, but more was the administration. I finally turn to face him, but he never moved his eyes from me. I swallowed thickly and tried to focus.

"Are you uncomfortable, y/n?", Gojo finally spoke to me and leaned back to his chair with the cup of coffee in his hand, "your body is so tense, you need to chill", he explained.

"It's hard, when you stare at me like that, what's the deal? Do I have something between my teeth?", I grabbed a small mirror from my purse and I quickly checked my mouth.

"Nah", he chuckled a little bit, put the cup down and leaned towards me supporting his body with his elbows, "I just can't believe how grown up you are now. It's crazy, you were only 12, when I first met ya and now you're a grown woman sitting in front of me", he smiled.

"It's creepy, when you say it like that. Do you want the other costumers to think, that you're a pedo?", I smirked at him in the cockiest way I can and he genuinely laughed at my joke.

"Let them think whatever, because you grew up gorgeous", he winked at me and leaned back to sip some more.

My face immediately turned the heat up and my cheeks were now in this pretty pink colour, that only Gojo Satoru can bring on em. I pray to God to not let Gojo see them, but he did and he smiled. His blue eyes fixed on me again and I can see this little spark behind the glasses he was wearing. God, he's so hot!

"Why are you saying such things, Satoru? I've always been cute", I tried to joke about it to make it less awkward, but it backfired me.

"Yes, you were. You were cute, then you were hot and now you're gorgeous", he once again threw compliments on me leaving me completely speechless, "you know, back then, when you had a crush on me I really wanted to date you, but I was an idiot back then and you've always deserved the best".

His words on repeat in my head: 'back then, when you had crush on me..' . I stopped and I mentally slapped myself across the face. He knew I had a crush on him? Oh, God. I hope he doesn't know about my crush now.

"A lot of guys wanted to date you, when we were students, but they were and still are scared of your father", Gojo continued to talk like he didn't drop the biggest bomb on me like a second ago, "they are pussies, I don't care, if Toji will tear me apart-it's worth it".

"W-Why are you telling me this?", I tried to focus, but the part where he tells me he knows about my crush is my main thought.

"Oh, I thought you knew about it? We all had fights, because we all liked you back then. Me and Geto even fought pretty bad one time, but he backed up, cause he knew he doesn't have a chance with you anyway", he said casually and sipped from whatever was left in that cup.

I felt so stupid at that moment, I couldn't even understand what he said to me. I thought that I wasn't pretty enough my whole life and I thought no one wants to 'date the baby' of the school, but turns out I can do it, huh.

A slight amount of cockiness ran through me and my ego hit the roof at that moment. I felt like the prettiest girl alive and I felt bold for some reason.

"Do you still like me, Gojo?", I raised me eyebrow and I put a smirk on my face. He was smirking too, but his was more like to hide the defeat of my words.

"Well, I guess you can say that, but I am not very confident about it", the moment he said that and my heart broke into pieces. He had feelings before, what made him lose them now? I was wondering. "You're smart, kind and strong sorcerer, who doesn't need help or pettiness and I admire that, but you're my friend and that's all". Great, from 'I fought for you' to 'you're my friend and that's all'. It hurts me so damn much to even think about it.

"Good, cause I don't have the same feelings for you as well", I lied. I'm a terrible lier and it shows. My eyes were ready to burst into tears and my face was red from embarrassment.

"Oh, is that so~", he moved his chair closer to mine and put his hand around my shoulders, then he came closer with his face to my ear and whispered: "because, if you had..I might've started going crazy over you again".

Goosebumps ran through my body and I squeezed my legs together. He knew what he was doing to me, he liked to tease me since we were kids, but this time I won't let him. I grab the collar of his white shirt and I pull him closer so his face can be only millimetres away from mine. I could hear his heartbeat going faster and faster. I smirked.

"I bet I can make you go crazy for me", I said and the hot breath from his nose hit my cheek a little bit. Gojo fixed his eyes on my lips and I pulled away, when he tried to move, "but you're not worth my time and tricks".

"Oh? I'm not~. Then tell me what should I do to be worthy of your time, miss Fushiguro?", he smirked and loved his face away, but kept his arm on my shoulders.

"Mm..I don't know. Figure it out on your own, you're a big boy, aren't ya?", I winked at him and I put money for my coffee, then I stood up and left him there without saying anything more. When I was far enough from the cafe I started screaming from excitement. I can't believe I just this that to Gojo himself.