Not an Angel

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Sophia

"Fire hidden through your eyes"
That's what my mom would always say to me. And ohh.. she hated it. Somehow She said it reminded her of my father. And she didn't want anything to do with him. But hah! Me, apparently I was my father's photo copy.
You'd probably ask yourself where this so called father is.

Too bad I don't know.

My mom would shut me every time I'd ask about my father.
She always referred to him as "dangerous". But I on the other hand didn't care, I wanted to know him either way.
"That's what your father was like. He'd want to see for himself"

I stay with my mom and younger cousin in the US. I currently work at a càfè. Rosebud càfè. It's a place I've worked for 3 years. Atleast I'd bring something at home with the little I got from there. I was also going to school next year for my third year. I decided to take a gap year so I could put in extra hours of work
Extra hours of work then extra money.

I love boxing. My mom took me to boxing classes at a very young age, and I enjoyed it. It would help me relieve my stress and I was passionate about it.
I'm the only kid on my mother's side. Whereas 'i didn't know on my father's side'. I didn't have friends. None!. I'd always loved my own space but my mom on the other hand didn't love the fact that I didn't have any.

Friends are a waist of time and energy.

Not cause I didn't want any friends but, every girl hated me. Apparently I'd been making their boyfriends look at me. Girls, girls, girls. That's another reason I don't want friends. Nobody understands me here, I'd rather not waist my time on friends who wouldn't give me money to help my family at the end of the day

I wish I had a father. I've always wondered how it feels to have a dad, not that I wanted to be spoiled but I wanted to be loved by both my parents. I truly adore and love my mother, but isn't it way too better to have both?

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Hii loviies. first chapter done.
This is for y'all to know where Sophia comes from. Just a background kinda thingyy ya know?! Please comment, like and share!