"No Thomas I don't want to talk about it" I groaned
"He didn't wrap up his present and now you're pregnant? Is that what it is?" Tommy rose a brow
"Shut up! That's not what happened" I groaned once again hitting Tommy's shoulder
"Then why is there a positive pregnancy test in the trash mhhmh?" Tommy hummed smiling
"It's-"
While groaning from my nap, I remembered the dream I had just two seconds before. I looked to my right and saw Tommy asleep beside me on the tour bus. I smiled softly and sat down hearing Nikki talking with Mick and Vince, I groaned standing up and walked over to them sitting beside Nikki laying my head on his shoulder.
"Morning sleeping beauty" Vince chuckled sipping his cup of water loudly
"Hey boys" I mumbled closing my eyes
"Hi sweetheart" Nikki whispered placing his hand on my knee and rubbing it
"Can we have sex?" I asked mumbling again as Vince choked on his water coughing
I opened my eyes and rose a brow looking at the blondie in front of me
"I mean yes?" Nikki replied
"So that's how you ask?" Vince questioned frowning
"Uhh yes? Yes, Vince, that's how you ask" I replied nodding as Mick laughed
"Now?" Nikki asked as I shook my head
"Later" I mumbled closing my eyes again
"Fuck girls are crazy" Vince giggled
"I'll show you crazy" I mumbled once again
"No thank you Y/n I'm okay" He laughed
They then began to talk again as I zoned out thinking...
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"Razz?"
"Yes darlin?"
"Can you remind me of what love feels like?" I asked putting a little amount of coke in my long nail snorting it and then rubbing my finger on my teeth
"Butterflies in the pit of your stomach... A wide smile when they're around... Why?" Razzle asked turning his head towards me
"Because I can't seem to know if I'm in love with Tommy or Nikki... I don't- I don't feel any of this with either of them" I said rubbing my forehead
"Mhhhmh... Okay, how do ya feel when Tommy is holding you into a protective hug?"
I smiled and leaned back on the sofa resting my head on the back of it.
"Safe and loved" I smiled once again closing my eyes
"And when Nikki does do it?" He asked as I felt his head on my lap, I pulled my hand to his hair playing with it
"Safe but... Unloved" I replied clearing my throat
"And why is that?" He questioned
"He's using me to get what he wants, he knows how much Tommy loves me. He knows where to hit" I mumbled once again
"Is that what is really happening or is it just an "I feel like"kind of feeling?" He questioned once again
"Mhhhmhh... B-both?"
"It's probably due to him getting whatever he wants whenever he wants...?" Razzle asked
"Nikki is just a real asshole. And Tommy- Tommy is Tommy" I shrugged
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