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I'm sorry my honey, I chose to void my so-called love not because of you or me nor I found someone else. It is because I realized I am the one who is giving you excruciating pain whenever we spend time together.
I became numb and I didn't realize that you're getting
wounded each and every minute that you're with me.
You still don't want to part ways with me nor want to blame
me with those flawed beauty of yours so I have to stop using these
shards of words that I never intended to use.
I want to stop thinking about you in terms of the
excruciating suffering that my soulless self has caused you.
Although it hurts me to see how awful and unattractive I can be,
I am confident that letting go of you was the right decision.
I couldn't fully understand what our future holds for us,
but I know it's not what I would have expected
and it's not what we ever intended.
I still want to stay by your side but my forged sharpen aura says otherwise.
I'm willing to be the antagonist in your tale.
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Credits to Benedict Pascual
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His Quill and my Inkwell
PoetryKeen Alex here! If you remember "My homophobic crush" That's me! I'm the writer. I will be posting my poems and prose here on my workbench ^-^ . . . Will never will
