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vada

"let's just get this over with." i sighed as i open the car door. "stop being such a party fucker and let's groove bitch!" she said while she linked her arm with mine.

— time skip

i'm in the kitchen pouring some lemonade in my cup. i didn't really plan on drinking tonight, just to have fun. "hey shawty." this guy comes up to me. he wasn't that bad looking, but i had a feeling something was gonna come up. "hey." i said taking a sip of the lemonade i had poured. "want a drink?" he held up a shot in my face. it instantly reminded me of what my mom said.

don't take drinks from strangers, don't let strangers babysit your drink. ALWAYS keep your drink next to you. okay vada?

"i'm gonna have to pass." i smiled. i didn't want to start problems. "cmon baby, just one?" he continued. it's starting to irritate me. "i'm okay, thank you." i said. i turned around away from him. he came from around the counter and in my face. he put his hand on my hip. i swat him off. i was going to say something until someone else did.

"who the hell are you?" ashtray comes to my side. he's clearly talking to the guy. "yo, i ain't want no trouble, just tryna offer a drink." the guy said, still trying to hand me the shot. ashtray hit it out of his hand and pulled me away by my waist.

"you know, you can't keep gettin in trouble when i'm not around." he leant into my side and said to me. "i could've handled that." i scoffed. i was... getting there. i felt him look at me but i didn't look back. then you see the infamous couch that fezco is always on. i waved to fezco and he waved back with a smile on his face. i felt ashtray move his hand off my waist, but honestly i forgot it was there. i plopped down next to fez.

"whatchu up to vads?" fezco laughed. he was mad stoned. "nothin man." i slouched. i turned my attention to everyone dancing.

i see everyone just enjoying theirselves. it honestly made me sick. not the people just the feeling in my stomach.

i stand up and head to the nearest bathroom. i walk in, close and lock the door. i bend over the toilet.. and i'd rather just not explain the rest.

about 5 minutes later, i'm sitting on the bathroom floor with my back pressed up against the wall.

knock knock

"vada, you in there?" i hear ashtrays voice on the other side of the door. shit. get up, look in the mirror, and wipe the corners of my mouth with tissue, then wash my hands.. i then unlock the door. i walk out to see ashtray leaning up to the door frame. "lemme take you home." he says, holding out his hand. i nod and place my hand in his.

— time skip.

the walk home is silent. just a few words here and there. but other than that, silence. my house was in front of us now.

"thank you for walking me home, again." i sighed. i gave him a small smile. "you good." he chuckled. i brought my hand up to his face, and rub his tattoo with my thumb. "goodnight ash." i whispered, then i walked into my house.

authors note
bro, i feel like i'm having a whole
personality change. also my book happier
won't be updated until thursday or friday
because i'm not home at the moment.
spare me the backlash pls.

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