Me tenu phir milangi...

hum tum

Ashi:

"well done ... you did it well"

"thank you sirrrr" i exhaled.....

Passing a bottle of water to me after sipping it, pushkar sir (director) said "vaise hamesha shant, apne sameer ki chhav me rehnevali naina, aage jake meet banke itna accha action karegi ye kabhi socha nahi tha..."

"actually,uske baad alladin bhi to kiya tha na sir... and it was not less than khatron ke khiladi for me" i giggled...

we are having oudoor shoot today.. fight sequence of 'meet' my current show.. this is hectic, but that's how we learn... and i am learning.. Exploring my life in the best manner... Getting step by step all those things which is always been my goals... Buy a new house in Mumbai... Making my family proud I think, which they always used to... Create bonds in industry... For preparing my current and previous both characters, I turned out a person who workout in gym everyday... Manage to do other small works which could not affect my current running show, but increase my acting skills... May be that's why I had chosen to play an manipulative girl in a MV called "deal"... To just see whether I only fits up innocent looking girl character or other as well.... My manager Had even made me do meet and greet, where I could meet my fans... My instagram followers has been increasing on pick.. I used to try a bit active on SM.. Not as influencer, but just when I got time and mood both.... Went out for holidays, both in and out of india... Even take out time for my good friend's parties sometimes... Getting more matured... Though confusion is my all time, inbuilt characteristic, but I am more clear about my life now...

"waise we never had such sequences in yudkbh... right?" pushkar sir asked casually

i think for just a second and replied with a grin "we had actually.. but tab you are not our director"

my current show's director is also last person who directed us in yudkbh, since we had four different dirctors during those two and half years...

"ohh" he replied

"sir but vo scene to kuchh alag hi tha... matlab it was from mount abu sequence... when we were kids and humne gundo ke shoelace bandh diye and than we ran" i was speaking so excitedly and all the crew members, actors present there were giving just look to me...

i stop my blabbering and bit my tongue... this happens quite a lot time.. that i used to start speaking about yudkbh by comparing any current scene with it... but what should i do!!! that show was just magical and i could not simply stop thinking of it.. but i know that other people might get offended by this behavior of mine...

After completing my outdoor shots, i was back to filmcity... finally felt religh when i started removing my makeup after getting into my room... pushkar sir had talked about naina today... I am doing my third show in television... After yudkbh i have played Shehzadi yasmine's role who was diva... I had to learn little Urdu words, fit into a particular shape and even learn stunts and stuff... Then next character I got is Meet itself... And for this I had to learn haryanvi language, take a proper body language as it's tomboy type character, have a short hair like boys and all... But if I try to remember what stuff I had to do for transforming myself into Naina, then there is no major thing.. Because I never had to transform into Naina, but I already was Naina... Infact Ashi and that school going Naina both are the same person... I could never felt connected to any other character in same manner as Naina...
Our director's one question was enough for me to bring my self back to the first ever out door shoot of my life... i felt actually that i am on tracking.. during yudkbh... mount abu sequence... i clearly remember, naina was on her mission to know whether sameer kaa pyar shadi vala hai yaa timepass ...

she was so naive.. and this mission was started because her best freind swati put those things in her head... and sameer was doing all of that becuse of his stupid bet.. who else gonna help him rather than munna-pandit...