Chapter 14

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Sona's POV:

"Arjun Arjun...

Why the hell on earth does everything related to you have to be linked with him

Why all the time you need to take his permission

Why can't you decide anything on your own

Why are you always dependent on him for every minor thing??

Suhan kept on bombarding the same questions for the 'n'th time and I kept rubbing my forehead in an attempt to maintain my calm but all of sudden he grabbed my shoulder and jerked me roughly as he shouted on my face "Don't you have your own identity Sona??"

I shrugged off his hands as a voice roared at him "Arjun is my identity Suhan"

With the pitch, I roared on that poor soul the whole library shivered and kept looking at me as if they had seen a demon with red lips blood oozing out of the mouth thirsty for more blood

Come on guys I am vegetarian...

Who eats eggs..

Whatever

Giving shit to everything I threw the book into the shelf and stormed out of the library while I could hear Suhan's footsteps

I looked at him through my shoulder and gritted my teeth "Stop following me like a lost puppy"

"Excuse me...you are a puppet not me" he taunted and I stopped right there...

My finger automatically pointed at him but before I could open my mouth he taunted again "You are your husband's puppet...asking his permission for everything...you better take his permission to laugh and even breath too"

He let out a sarcastic laugh while I balled my fist as my eyes closed trying not to create any scene and said in a very low voice "leave it Suhan...you won't understand"

But Suhan was getting on my nerve at that moment with his nonstop shitty mouth that further said "You are being his doormat yaar Sona" while I immediately responded "I am not Suhan" and he fired back again "And that's why you are unable to make your own decisions"

And now this was getting ugly...

But somehow I calmed my boiling blood and tried to explain to him "Look Suhan...seeking permission from your partner and discussing with him about particular stuff are two different things...

According to you seeking permission is being submissive and asking him what to do and what not to do whereas according to me it is more of having a healthy discussion with him regarding the pros and cons...taking his suggestions on the expected and unexpected outcomes and then finally jumping to the conclusion...

Because instead of making a hasty decision I would always prefer discussing with him... considering his views  and then deciding what to do next  because we are connected Suhan...every individual decision of ours will be effecting the other one and our lives as a whole

Be it a petty issue or a major one we never know the unexpected outcome so isn't it always good to discuss your opinions with your partner

And it's not about being submissive or dominant... it's about respecting opinions...trusting the thought process and gaining the ability to bear the consequences of our partner's decision

You think he asks me to keep him updated about where I am and what I am doing because he wants to control me but can't you see his concern hidden in those small instructions he gives me when he drops me at the college...can't you see his worry when he makes a call when I am late to inform him about my whereabouts

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