"come on dude don't be rude, nauna kami dito find your own seat" matthew replied
"just leave, this is our spot" paolo said
matthew stood up and was about to fight with paolo a smirked flustered in my face
let's see what you got matthew
i was enjoying the scene when i saw xyree's hand reached matthew's arm as if she was trying to calm him down
what the fuck? i got pissed with that thought
"it's okay matt we can eat somewhere else" xyree said then she smiled at him
i looked at xyree, she use to smile at me like that and whenever she does i always got pissed and would say harsh words
pero bakit ngayon hindi ako naiirita dahil sa ngiti niya? instead i felt pissed because i wasn't the one she's smiling at
what an irony
as they left the cafeteria i just looked at them while they're holding hands and walked away
"hey babe you okay?" i heard celestia asked i snapped out from murmuring when i heard her voice
"yeah i'm fine" i replied
"ano sa inyo dude?" carlo asked
"anything would do" i replied
"same for me" celestia replied
carlo left with tristan to get our food
the scene of xyree and matthew awhile ago kept on bugging my head
i stood up to follow them
"where are you going babe?" celestia asked
"i'll just go to the bathroom, i'll be right back" i said
i left her without saying another word
i looked around and i found then in one of the bench on the soccer field
i saw them eating while laughing together
i felt pain in my chest, how could this even be possible?
i used to hate it when she's all clingy to me, i used to pushed her out of my life just to get rid of her annoying presence, i used to get pissed when she smile
but why am i like this right now? why do i want to keep her just for myself?
maybe grandma was right, i do have feelings for her i'm just too ashamed and coward to admit it
now that i'm finally admitting and accepting that i have feelings for xyree the pain i feel became severe
i walked away from the soccer field and go to the parking lot
i have to unwind
i drove my car to my hideout
this is where i go whenever i want to be alone, no one knows about this place of mine except for xyree she followed me all the time that's why she knew this place
everything reminded me of her
i parked my car in my garage and went straight to my kitchen and took some alcohol
i went to the second floor and made myself comfortable in my balcony
i placed the alcohol on the table and opened it up and poured some of it in my glass
i took a deep breath and looked at the scenery
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this is exactly the reason why this is my go-to-place whenever i want to unwind
now that i have my alcohol with me and i'm in my comfort zone
let's go back from the start to figure out when did i fall so hard with the annoying girl i used to hate
