SANEGIYUU thing

PROLOGUE 2

WARNING: self harm, bullying(a bit) ,  some mentions of torture, mentions if eating disorder.

Giyuu pov:

I woke up in panic, I looked around the room I was in and I haven't been here before.
I mean of course I havent, I haven't even go into people's houses, that's creepy...

That still made me more frightened, what if I'm back again, what if they captured me, what if they do bad things again.

Those thoughts made me more wild, I grip onto the blanket that was placed on me until I heard a creak

"Ah.. Your awake now. " a man with a weird mask said, I backed away from him and found something for defends, I grabbed it and pointed at him "don't come anywhere closer! " I said still back in up as he took more steps forward to me.

"Im not gonna hurt you kid. " he reassured me, like I believe it.
"How can I believe you. " I glared at him trying to intimidate him but that didn't work..

"You're hungry, let me give you some soup " he walked back and came in with a bowl of soup
"Eat it. You need energy" he told me
"What if your poisoned it? " I said still not lowering my weapon
"I didn't, here look" he grabbed a spoonful and ate it making his mask move upward a bit

I stayed silent watching him if there's something gonna happen but didnt, my stomach growled smelling the fragrance of the soup.

"Here eat it. " he ordered me, slowly coming towards me, then he handed me the bowl of soup not caring about my weapon which is a shoe.

"Don't worry I already patch up your wounds. Family issues boy? " he asked
"No they're dead. " I said bluntly
He stayed silent for a bit
"Sorry boy. Then why are you bruised up, it doesn't look like an accident or you did it because it's only from your back, and that weird symbol, what is it? " he asked curiously

I stayed silent as I chew, because my late big sister taught me manners
Once I was done I looked up to the man with his tilted head

"It's none of your business sir. " I said rubbing the back of my neck
"Sorry for asking that kiddo. Didnt mean to pry in" he relaxed his shoulders and his aura felt like he was sad and worried.

"I don't see you in the village, who are you? " I asked placing the half eaten bowl of soup with rice
"Oh you lived in a village? Well I'm not  from your village " he sat down beside me, I moved further away from him a bit not liking anyone inside my bubble

"I heard a girl got slauthered in a gruesome way. " he looked at me
"... From my village? Or another village" I asked him
" I don't know which village you were" he chuckled
"Oh. Well... Actually never mind" I sighed putting my knees up to my chest

"OI, OLD MAN I THOUGHT YOU SAID WERE GOING TO TR.. Ain... " he looked at me shock to be here
"Who this kid, old man? " he asked the man wearing a mask
" a kid I found unconscious, and stop calling me an old man before you get it! " he yelled at the boy making me cover my ears

"Woah... She's pretty" he scooted more towards me
"It's a he. Sabito" the man corrected him

He stood still after realising that I was indeed a 'he'
I looked at him closer, he has peach messy hair, purple eyes and a scar across his face making him scary..

"Hello there! My name is sabito im gonna be a demon slayer! " he smiled at me
I looked at him silently as he awkwardly reaches his hand to me

"Giyuu,tomioka giyuu. And what is a demon slayer? " I asked
"Well since you boys are getting along I'm gonna go grab some meat. " the man said leaving the room

"..... Well a demon slayer slays demon! " he explained, I still don't get. I mean if course slaying demons because  demon slayer..

I looked at him confused "what's a demon? " I asked, he's quite shock by my reply "wellllllll a demon is like a man-eating monster! " he said raising his hands up looking down at me tryingt I scare me.

"I saw a monster once.. The monster ate my sister. " I told him not realising what I just said and mentally slap myself for telling a complete stranger well not really but still I'm dumb.

"I'm sorry... Uhm... Really sorry that I bring those memories back to you.. " he apologize
"It's okay, you didn't know. " I reassured him

"Wanna become a demon slayer like me? Like avenge her death?... " he asked finally sitting beside me
I thought about it for a second, "sure." I nodded

.・゜゜・.・゜゜・.・゜゜・.・゜゜・.・゜゜・.・゜゜・.・゜゜・

I woke up in some sort of medic room, there was bandage covering one of my eye.
I looked around realising my theory was correct, it was a medic room.

Then a lady came to see me "where's sabito. " I asked scared about the answer.
"Can you describe me their features? I don't know who sabito is dear. " "sabito has messy peach hair, he has purple eyes and he has a scar across his face... " I explained

"I'm sorry dear.. There's no one with that features who survived. It's about a week or so,we didn't locate him. " she apologized

I frozed. Then I started to remember..... Sabito died...... Because.. He.. He... Saved me.
"Can you please leave for a moment....... " I asked the lady, she nodded not before checking me first until she was out.

I had a minute until my emotions flewed out from me.

I cried even tho one of my eye hurts... I tried biting my bottom lip to not bother anyone, but it didn't work.

I thought.... He.. He said to.... Become a demon slayer.... With... With.. Me. But he can't because of me.
He saved me and risked his own life. Just like how my sister risk her life

I put my knees up to my chest and sobbed using my arms as a tissue box.

If only I wasn't here.
Nee-san will be able to marry her fiance without dying.
I wouldn't be tortured if I wasn't here.
Sabito would've become a hashira.

That's when I didn't start trying to eat anything but cried and cried. I wouldn't sleep I just cry. I wouldn't take a bath I would be soak on my own tears anyway.

That's when I tried to shut of my emotions.
I can't appear to be weak now.
It's fine.
It's fine.
Of course it's not fine.

I would scratch myself if I would have a break down again. I would pound my head to a wall so I wouldn't feel sad but focuse on the pain. I would eat less because I didn't deserve it. I would train until my legs won't work.

Everything is all me fault. All of it.

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No ones pov:

Tomioka has become a water hashira, but some of the hashira thought of him as arrogant,loner,negative and lifeless.

Especially, The wind pillar.

The wind pillar hates him for saying "Im not like you guys. " he was sick of it, that he even throw away tomioka's ohagi and mock him for being desperate to have a friend.

Tomioka got used to it that he finally gave up trying to be friends with the wind pillar.

T. B. C

ty for reading❤