SANEGIYUU thing

CHAPTER 1

Warning: eating disorder, mentions of blood, swearing, insecurities, bullying
If you get uncomfortable please skip❤

Tomioka pov:

I was awoken by the pain throughout my body,  I noticed that I was laying on the kitchen floor.

It was probably because I tried to get some water for my dried mouth that I ended up passing out from tiredness and maybe some blood loss.
My heard started to hurt, I furrowed my eyebrows and began knocking my head from my fist trying to ease the pain.
It started to work but it didn't last long, I tried to massage my head which completely work. Shouldn't have done that from the start..

I tried to stand up only to slip from the water that I probably has fallen.. Thankfully i didn't land on my head but from my butt making it hurt a bit.

I stand up carefully and started to walk slowly towards my bathroom.
I looked at myself through the mirror only to be greeted an ugly, disgusting, piece of shit..

I sighed and started to splash some water on my face, then I grabbed a towel to dry myself.
I decided to eat since I was a bit light headed.

I ate some rice which in return got disliked by my stomach.
I ran to my bathroom and puked on the toilet, I still felt light headed so I decided to try and eat kanroji's be to she gave to me.

She was quite kind to me than others, himejime and rengoku is also kind to me.
I opened the Benton to received some Sakura mochi, yum

I take a bite but I was full already from one bite of Sakura mochi..
Then I grabbed my demon slayer uniform then my haori.

I didn't bother doing my hair since it was already in a ponytail I usually wore, I grabbed my Katana since I'm going outside.

Then my crow came in and flew onto my shoulder "there's a hashira meeting.. There's a hash- ra... CAW CAW" he said

I nodded in response and started to head towards where master does his meeting, I went there to be greeted by the hashira's looking at me disappointed

"Your late! Tsk. Your fucking glad master isn't here yet " shinazugawa glared at me along with obanai.
"Uhm at least he's here! Shinazugawa-san! " kanroji tried not making shinazugawa mad at me

"SHUT UP PINKIE! this is none of your business. " shinazugawa yelled at her
"Don't talk to kanroji that way. " obanai glared

Shinazugawa 'tsk' and purposely nudge my shoulder while he was walking, I sighed feeling a little light headed

"Are you okay tomioka-san? " kanroji asked me
I nodded and reassured her I'm fine.

Dont pity me please..

"Ara ara~ tomioka-san you look horrible! Something happened? " kocho giggled,  I shake my head and tried to avoid her at all cost but she wouldn't leave me alone..

"It's rude to avoid people tomioka-san.. This is why no one likes you~" she poked my arm
"Oh by the way have you eaten? Your so skinny. " she touched my stomach

I flinched by the sudden contact and her arm jerked away when she realised that I'm uncomfortable
"Nee nee tomioka-san, if you smile people might like you! " she smiled at me

I rolled my eyes "smile to me tomioka-san! I bet your smile is so cute! " she beamed

I started to walk away but she grabbed my wrist making me yelped.
I jerked my hand but it slapped her face accidentally

"Sorry.. " I apologized, she put her head down to cover her eyes and rubbed the part I slapped her with.

She then looked at me and smiled "it's okay, it was an accident! " she tip toed to Pat my head, I sighed in relief

"Oh my! What happened to your face kocho-san! " kanroji brushed her hand to kocho
"I slapped her accidentally.... " I explained looking at the ground

"Accidentally bet you did it on purpose bastard. " shinazugawa scoffed
"It was an accident shinazugawa-san! " kocho smiled at shinazugawa

Then we all got interrupted and kneeled down "hello my children, I hoped everyone had a good day" master smiled 'I didn't ' I thought

"We heard some news about women getting murdered by a gruesome way.... " he sighed
"It happened from the *insert name* village... " he continued.

I frozed, 'please don't make me go in that mission please I beg you... ' I slowly prayed in my thoughts as I shut my eyes forcefully

I gripped my hands until they bleed a bit.
"I want shinazugawa and.. "  'don't pick me please don't pick me... ' I thought
"Tomioka to investigate, and kill that demon.. " he calmly chosed

'I hate my fucking luck. It's okay.... I'll just hide my identity and investigate quietly not making anyone notice me' I thought as my sweat dropped

"Master I had a question. Why me and tomioka? " shinazugawa asked trying to be polite

'Yes shinazugawa make him choose anyone else instead of me please.... ' I stayed silent
"Because you two are strong, and plus you will get along better" he smiled

'I wanna die. I wanna be buried until I starve. I wanna be flinged out of earth'

He nodded not making and more complaints

"Oh and kyojuro, I want you to have a mission with tanjiro and his friends, the demon is in the Mugen train I hope you teacher tanjiro and his friends something" he told rengoku

"Alright master! " he smiled

After the hashira meeting I was stopped by kyojuro "tomioka! Let's go eat after I'm done with this mission and yours too! " he Beamed at me

I nodded, and he took off fast then I went to shinazugawa

"Let's go?. " I asked him he glared at me and started to walk towards the direction of the village, I followed him and we both walk awkwardly

"Hurry up tomioka. " he gritted him teeth I nodded and ran and he followed

"Tsk. Let me take the lead damnit! " he started to ran faster and I was at the back

'I hope I don't get noticed by the villagers. Or I'm dead well I don't really care much but I don't want shinazugawa to see it. ' I sighed at the thought hoping that I don't jinxed it.

T. B. C

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