My Type || LHS

XXVI

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I chuckled sarcastically and smiled fakely

He just left, after saying those words he just left

I felt like shit

"Ms.Y/n..." I closed my eyes as I heard Jintak

I could hear his footsteps he was walking toward me

"I'm here to clean your wound," I opened my eyes to see him have a bucket of water 

He began to remove the bandage on my leg

He slowly tapped my leg with a wet towel

"Is it not painful?" he asked, I chuckled lifelessly

"It hurts as fuck Jintak-sshi, but is it funny if I say Heeseung's rejection hurts more?" I say as my eyes start to pool

Jintak continued cleaning my wound, "you must like him a lot Ms.Y/n?" he said and I nodded

"So fucking much..."

'I don't like you back'
'I'm sorry but you're not my type'

How can he fucking say that so casually?

I guess I was overthinking all those nice gestures he was doing

Maybe I just assumed he started to enjoy my presence

Did he still find me annoying until now? I know I'm a shitty person

But his words hurt as fuck!!

I then found myself crying on the couch and I could see Jintak's worried look

Though he knew I wasn't crying because of the wound, but because of my feelings

I don't even know why I'm feeling this hurt about his rejection

Were rejections this painful, Heeseung is the third guy to reject me, and his rejection hurts the most right now

Looking back at Jintak who finished applying the medicine to my wound, he wrapped a new bandage on

Jintak spotted me looking at what he was doing and he gave me a small smile

"Do you want me to make you a snack?" he asked and I just shook my head

"I'm not in the mood right now Jintak-sshi... Thanks though," he nodded before he excused himself and I was left alone in the living room

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Third-Person PoV

Heeseung was back in the dorm and didn't want to join the practice in the studio

Even though Jake and Jay folded his phone with messages asking him where he was

His mind was filled with different thoughts about Y/n

He didn't want to tell Jake and Jay about it, while Y/n had already told Sunghoon straightforwardly through a text message

Heeseung thought that Y/n was joking when she told him those words, but her facial expression showed she was serious so Heeseung panicked the inside

He was laying down on his bed staring at the ceiling, the same thing with Y/n but she was on the couch of her home

'What should I do now?'

The two of them had the same thought, but different answers to their thought

'I'll just ignore him as if he never existed'
'Should I try talking to her about it?'

Y/n was still feeling like shit, she had stopped crying but she felt like she didn't want to do anything anymore

She was supposed to do stuff for her studies, like study, college papers, and all

But because of Heeseung's rejection, she had no energy to do all that

Sunghoon who had already read the message was also flooding her phone with messages asking about her condition and if she wanted to talk about it

Though Y/n ignored her phone vibrating on the coffee table and decided to just take a nap

It was dinner time, Heeseung was having dinner with Jay and Jake in their dorm

Before coming home from the studio Jake and Jay decided to buy dinner

When they were eating Jake couldn't help but ask different questions to Heeseung, and so did Jay

"Why weren't you in the studio?"
"Where did you go?"
"Did something happen?"
"Are you okay?"

Heeseung didn't want to tell them about the situation earlier so he just said nothing happened and he felt tired

Jay didn't want to ask any more questions and he signaled Jake not to ask anything anymore either

The two noticed Heeseung being distracted by something but they weren't sure what

Jake then remembered about a party tomorrow that his other classmates were talking about during practice

"Jay and I are going to this party tomorrow, wanna come?" Jake said and Jay looked at Heeseung awaiting his answer

Heeseung thought about it and thought it would be nice to go so he could clear off his mind

So he agreed

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