Pleas and Cries

Entry No. 15

PERSONAL LIFE RANT

Okay, so my dad said that "nobody will love you more than your family. Everyone will use you, but your family won't."

I don't know how a lecture on my "attitude problem" turned into that but yeah. Anyways, I'm just thinking F*CK that! You're just using me, so that you'll look good in the eyes of your family.

You're just a greedy son of a bitsh that want to live luxuriously! And while you aim for those two goals, you're probably thinking "why don't I make my kid's life horrible while I'm at it!"

It's not fair! He says that if he had a son, it would be different! Sexist much? I mean I know it would be different, but he would let his son have a social life. Me? "No, I will make sure my daughter doesn't get preggers at the age of 10-13, so I'm going to make sure she has practically no social life!"

He supports me in basically nothing, and puts me down about EVERYTHING I want to do or really like!

Sports- You're too old to learn and be good at it

Dance- You're too old to learn and be good at it

Anime- It's rotting your brain and wasting time you could use to study

Reading- Reading fiction is wasting your time and you learn nothing

Singing- You can't be a singer because you'll turn into a sl*t and do drugs

Friends- You don't need friends you'll get too attached

Romantic relationships- I don't want you to get pregnant

Going to friend's houses- I don't want you to get raped or kidnapped (REALLY?!)

Doing anything myself- careful! Blah blah blah!

Okay, I'm done. Thank you for reading my poetry book...and this rant.