july 5th, 2022 - my anger

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tw: aggressive anger

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i wish someone would say something-

and give me a reason to yell
and to scream
and to get all of this shit off my chest
and out of my head.


i crave that feeling
your throat gets;

when its raw
and theres that metallic taste
and your heart is still pounding
adrenaline still pumping.

that feeling:

where you feel-

alive.

i want to be angry
i want to be pissed
i want to be so pissed

that i destroy furniture-

and cause tears in peoples eyes-

and bubble anger within them.

and scare them so bad that they wonder who the fuck i actually am-

cause theyve never seen this side of me
before.


i want to snap.

i want to bend and break-

and set fire to

everything

around me.

but i know:

i dont truly want this.

i just want

someone

to feel the pain
and the frustration
that i feel
for
once.

theres too much pent up anger inside of me.

i wonder-

who will be the one
to add fuel
to my flames
and set
my anger ablaze?

- alb

•••

thoughts?
critiques?
how would you write/draw/sing/feel this poem?

stay safe and stay lovely, always<3

"why else
are we here if not
to live with unreasonable
passion for things"

- butterflies rising


published: july 6th, 2022

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