"Rhy.....please Rhy!!! Please don't go."
Hindi niya man ipinapakita sa akin pero ramdam ko ang kanyang paghigit sa kanyang sariling katawa. I have to stop him
Once he will board his flight, everything...
Everything will disappear once again. Sapat na iyong ilang araw kaming hindi nag usap. Sapat na ang pagpipigil ko sa aking sarili. Sapat na lahat ng pinagdaanan ko, pero bakit ganon!
Sinusubukan pa rin ako ng panahon?!
"Babalik din ako, Jeacela. Diba? I told yhou I'll see what I an do para makabalik ako kagaad?"
I can't help but shake my head. Hindi! Iba ang kutob ko. Hindi siya puwedeng umalis! Selfish na kung selfish wala akong pakialam kahit na pupuntahan niya ang Dad niya. Hindi!
I used my feet to stay at my place. He keeps moving and he knows I am struggling. Konti nalang! Alam kong malapit na ang pagtawag sa flight niya.
If he'll miss his flight, he will think again. He will consider his plans again...
"Jeacela, let go. I will talk to you. Hindi kita iiwan."
"Hindi mo ako iiwan ngayon pero alam kong tatakas ka mamaya."
"Let's use words. They keep staring at us." he whispers as he hold my hand that keeps him from walking away.
Wala akong pakialam! Bakit alam ba nila ang nararamdaman ko?! May maitutulong ba sila sa akin??
"I already instructed Tihana to take care of you, pati na rin ang pag uwi mo. If she's not available, talk to Ulysses."
Mahinahon ang kanyang pagpapaliwanag. Bigla ring nawala ang kabang namuo sa king dibdib. Hindi ko alam kung dala lang ito ng biglaan niyang pag-alis o ang tono ng kanyang boses kanina.
He sure knows how to calm my nerves and yet he is still persistent to leave.
"My Dad needs me Jeacela, even if he did such a horrible things, he is still my Dad."
Wala eh...hindi ko talaga kayang pigilan ang luhang namuo sa aking mga mata. Habang nakikita ko ang sarili ko sa kanyang kalmadong mga mata, may pumipilit sa aking isipan na hayaan ko nalang siya.
"Promise me!!!"
Imbes na sagutin niya ako, kinuha niya ang aking nga kamay at pilit na pinaluhof sa sahig. Sunod niyang hinigit ang mga ito para lang ikulong niya ako sa kanyang mga bisig.
I can't help but bury my face in his chest. Ilinabas ko lahat ng hinanakit sa kanya, hanggang sa mapagod na akong umiyak.
"I promise, Jeacela. I will come back to you, no matter what."
That's what he said.
"Rhysand....Rhysand pleaseee pick up the phone. Come on pick up!!!!!!"
Si ate....Si Ate Tihana, wait. What...ano na kasing pangalan niya. Oh no, Rhysand!
Shit! It hurts damn it! Ulysses! Ulysses!!!!!
"Run, Jeacela. Please don't give up...." I keep mumbling the same words because I can feel the peeling sensation.
The heel of my foot is not in a good condition because I carry heels.
No choice...Ky..Kyno...Kyno is approaching!
"Where the fuck are you when I need you the most! Rhysand!!!"
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I Envy You
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