Celestial

Twenty Eight

Irene's POV:

How bad was I? When I did those.. was I really the meanest , spiteful and heartless person? Bakit ganito naman yung balik na nakukuha ko?

I keep trying to repair things only to get it broken again. Pero mas mahirap, mas masakit each time.

I could live with the guilt pero si Greggy? That's all I ask. Yung pain at sacrifices nya for so long, please naman.. wag na sana madagdagan pa ng dahil sakin. Pero I keep on failing.

The more I protect him, the more I hurt him. The more I love him, the more reasons the world is giving him to hate me. 

How many times do I have to beg?
I cannot exist in this lifetime ng wala yung asawa ko. Is that too much to ask?

Greggy's POV:

Fuck!!! So this box contains whatever it is that could make or break us, Irene and I.

And as if having this to sit on my desk is not enough, the fucker is calling her again and again.

"Why are you calling her? Anong problema mo na putangina ka!"

'Love, calm down, please? Ako na lang yung kakausap.'

"No! Isa ka pa ha. Stay there! Kung hindi ka lumandi , edi wala tayong problema na ganito!"

'I'm sorry Greggy..'

"Puro ka sorry ehh! Nakaka inis na yang sorry mo! Walang kwenta yang sorry mo!"

"Don't I dare what? Don't I dare hurt her? Eh gago ka pala eh! Tahimik na buhay namin bumalik balik ka pa! And you did not stop there! You have to send this fucking box to what? Rub it in my face? Tapos wag ko siyang sasaktan? Eh ako ginago nyo ehh!"

'Greggy.. tama na love..'

"Tama na? Ikaw ba tumigil ka? Naisip mo ba na tama na? Nung ako yung wina walanghiya mo? Ha?? Lumayo ka. Layuan mo ako sabi ehh."

'Greggy.. please? Mag usap tayo ng maayos, please?'

"Shut up, Irene. Just shut the fuck up! Akala ko naka block sayo to? How come he's calling you? Ha?"

'Love, I unblocked him kase...'

"Bullshit!! Bullshit ka! Stop right there, sinungaling ka ha. Araw araw kayo nag uusap? Ha?"

'What? No! Greggy, wait lang, sandali kase makinig ka muna..'

"Every time you open your mouth, puro lies lang Irene. Why would I listen to you now? Get out. Lumabas ka muna. Lumabas ka at baka hindi ko ma control sarili ko kung ano pa magawa ko sayo."

As soon as Irene leaves the office, I went ballistic talking to this scumbag. 

"Who the fuck do you think you are? Para tawagan ang asawa ko? Sending this video over, who do you think you are!"

'Greggy you don't understand. That parcel is not for you, that's for Irene. And stop calling her names! I could kill you right now! Stop treating her like a trash!'
"She's been acting like one simula nung nakilala ka nya. You brought this onto her!"

'You know what? I didn't realize ehh.. na ganito ka sarado isip mo. You want to watch that? Fine! Keep it! Wag mong ibigay kay Irene! Keep it!!! Fuck you!!
I hope, I sincerely hope na after you have pushed her away, enough para she finally gives up on you, and you get to watch those that's inside the box, I hope it is too late. So late na hindi na siya babalik sayo! Tang ina mo!!'

"You don't get to hope on to something that concerns us, ang kapal ng mukha mo. Get lost. Bumalik ka sa kung saang impyerno ka galing and stop reaching out to her. Rot in hell for all I care. Just stay the fuck away from my wife!"